因为你不是我，所以你不会了解我。

I'm still quite confused. I'm really. Is that really what I want? Sometimes, I feel that I have laid a trap for myself and I have walked right into it, sinking deeper and deeper. Some may not have said what's on their mind but I somehow have guessed/felt it. I might have hurt you in an indirect manner but I really don't know what's on my mind.

你或许告诉了我但，我不知道该不该相信你。有时，你把事情说得很真，这令我感到非常害怕。我不知道你所说的话，那一句是真，那一句是假。我也不想知道。或许我真的一直都在逃避现实。你可以把假话说成非常的真。也许你真得很适合演习。

sometimes, when I want to put things down, there is bound to be something to bring it back up. History can never be forgotten. No matter how much you try to hide those facts, there are always people who are bound to be interested to find out more about it.

don't worry, I'm alright.