HELLO HELLO!
i think i'll be feeling a lil' down these days. yulin and deniece know the reason why.
well, why didn't i check my email earlier then?! perhaps it's meant to be this way. hope that there will be another opportunity though.

met up with camellia to go back SP to collect my cheque. finally, i have a successful bursary application. yup yulin, it's the amount i told you. you'll see me banging the wall soon.
decided to not just go back to collect the cheque. we went to sing at moberly. i really dislike moberly's K lahs. the head stretch all the way up and somemore, one of the mic is like spoilt ok!
i prefer party world or Kbox.
sammy came when we were almost done, along with her little dog. haha.
supposed to sing from 3-4pm. in the end, we sang till 4.30pm. cos the person never come chase us what.

on my way to school today, i saw an air hostess. just standing directly in front of me. so i was of cos looking at her. (DUH!) i aspire to be air hostess, just like cam cam.
her eye shadow is super high up. she applied her blusher to cover a super big part. the make up to me, i can consider OK. but, no lipstick?! lipstick disappeared, i propose.

she's tall though. no need heels at all. with heels, probably she can touch the ceiling if she stands upright. i mean for 3.5" heels luh.
her red nail polish is coming off though. that shall be my next nail colour. well, she's fair. skin is nice. hmmm. but if she really puts on her thick thick makeup, i think that will do. haha.

photos can be fake with all the photoshop and blah blah. all your thick thick make up slap on, this adjustment, that adjustment. this part sharpen. that part thinner, bigger, smaller. but i guess TV and real person can never be fake right?

i still don't associate sexy with pretty. i think they are two different things.
people without makeup but look pretty, i think that's the best. cos natural beauty.

anyway, i was happily announcing to sammy that i shed weight during the hols. from 46++ till 45.5kg. after ice cream treat, i went to 46.3kg.
then, for this whole week, i think, i had stomach flu. self-diagnosed.
i was having diarrhoea for this whole week consecutively. & also occasional unexplained abdominal pain.
then i decided to check for stomach flu symptoms. it's the same. so i self diagnosed.
so after this stomach flu, i'm back to my ideal weight. so, i thank stomach flu?
but the feeling is definitely not good, esp. when i eat something and need to go to toilet after that. argh!
when you are working and the stomach starts churning and you don't know the reason for the pain.

off day for today and tomorrow. i'll just stay home tomorrow. be good girl luh.
will you be back tomorrow? 2309.