HELLO!


of course i'm here to blog.
like DUH!



alrights. was super bored transfering the photos to eugene. there are really damn hell lot of them lo. so was watching MSN synchronize them one by one. quote from eugene: "let the computer do the work." me: "internet oso." eugene: "ok. let them work hand in hand." HAHA.
& MSN tricked us. we were first synchronizing using my desktop. then, i changed to laptop. guess what? it only synchronized 2 photos and stopped there.




so was too bored and i asked eugene to entertain me.
he's now my mr. entertainment. =) but still, my dear jie mei. =)



see. he has the drawing talent luh. haha.

then we were bored till we went to play facebook games. they're dumb.

went to a place today.
so was moody for the whole after it.
yes, i do want to go for it but there are still certain concerns.
我害怕一进去再也走不出来。
close friends will know why.
you know, i can't really say what you're doing is good or bad for me. but sometimes to me, i really think you're selfish. i've read about it saying that the most important is encouragement. but in my memory, i don't seem to remember you giving me any. what you did was running away too.

perhaps running away is what we're constantly doing.
if running away from reality can make us feel better, i'd do so for the rest of my life.
but, we still need to face up to it one day.

眼泪最终还是情不自禁的掉下来。

我还我还是不够成熟。

我没办法面对我吱吱的感受。

我没办法作出一个选择。