am troubled.
seriously troubled at this point in time. ok, maybe not that much troubled.
sighs. i don't know what to say lehs. it just that having to complete lots of things within one short time is really, i don't know what to say.

to quit my job and find myself penniless is one thing. i can't possibly go back to that company or find another job because life's really too too busy. the only job i can get is something that is freelance. but where do i go to get it?

then there are some things that keep reappearing back when i just hope that they will stop. each time they reappear, i get the feeling of i'm being crushed by a big big rock. that's the feeling. I can't help but to think of running away.

it's sunday already.

i seriously have to squeeze time out to clear my room. tidy them a little bit. cos things are all around the place.