caught Coco avant Chanel with deniece yesterday at shaw house. the show was hmmm. slightly disappointing. i thought they would be showing her career life and how it eventually became famous. in the end, they showed more of her love life. and slightly boring for me. haha. & i don't like the theatre. then my sis told me my dad was in hospital. so went over almost immediately. deniece, we shall meet up another time again with nicole. :)

all's fine. finally. spent quite a long time at ttsh. from 8pm (since my dad reached) and we only left at 1am i think? can't remember. we were just sitting at a&e while waiting for the doctor to arrive. then after everything was settled at home, i only managed to sleep at around 4am nearing 5. & i woke up at 1pm. sounds nice huh? but was only 8 hours of sleep.

and. for the first time in my life, i saw a coffin appearing right before me. empty at first then you know what. i wasn't related to the person but it was really saddening. cos' the deceased's family members were actually just next to me. i heard that the deceased was really very young. finally made me realised that life is really fragile. your loved one could be on the phone with you just this morning, lunching with you just an hour ago, and next minute, he/she's gone. gone just like that. no goodbye. unable to say her last words and you were unable to tell him/her something that was on your mind for a long time. maybe you wanted to say, "I love you.", "I forgive you.", "will you marry me?" but the chance was no longer there.

while the chance is still with you, make use of it. don't regret after it is gone.

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anyway, i'm broke. i want that nail polish. and i like Jolin's Oops!Jealous. but they are expensive. sighs. sponsor me! haha.

i want money. i need jobs.

enjoy your holidays!

and i must really start reading my basic theory. i don't want my $6 to be wasted. oh, there's membership fees too. i shall start tomorrow.