i have no idea why i can't get to sleep. so i'm back to being online.

hmmm. i told sherry/lee yee and yulin that i have a new guy to go gaga over. haha. he is ... khalil fong! chinese name: fang da tong! haha. yeah, the chao lao guy.

oh. when i say i'm going gaga over someone, it's a celebrity for sure. i won't be going gaga over guys. haha. oh well, maybe except one. heh heh.

oh. why do i like khalil? ehh. he's sorta special. he looks like a normal person, i mean he doesn't give me the celebrity feeling. i have no photos cos' he doesn't look nice in photos.

anyway, i had this thinking along with some random thoughts.

i think i should start my low profile life again. meaning blog once in a while. but i doubt i can do that. if you think i'm low profile enough, i'm gonna go even more low profile. heh.

现在，我开始明白 “一期一会” 这个词了。有些事真的错过了就真的不会再回到你身边。如果再有多一次机会，我肯定我不会再错过你。

right now, i'm believing the term "once in a lifetime". it means treasure every chance you have. once you miss it, you're most likely not going to get it again.

i think it really applies to me for a particular matter. why did i let go of the chance the other time? maybe it was really the wrong time. if given another chance, i think i'll really grab on to it and never let go.

to me, i might be able to read what's on your mind but i would really prefer if you spelled it out instead of having me to 'force' an answer out of you. that's a strange me. i know.

WITH LOVE @ 2.55am.