work was errrr. apart from work at suntec as cso, i think this is another job which i feel is easy to earn money but tough at the same time. easy because, i just have to stand there and "promote" my product. tough because it's just a small corner. not even a counter to myself. how do i promote? the moment i stand there, i'm like blocking that area already. so i just walked around the whole of guardian, reading labels and everything. and my day at work ended. seriously, who will want buy lenses solution always? am working at northpoint. :)

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& i discovered that my page at FreshLook has been changed to another. this is the one:

http://apps.facebook.com/freshlook/gallery.php?page=5

if you still can't spot my name, it's ok. just move to the last page. easy right?

thank you to all for voting for me! (irregardless whether you voted 5 stars or 1 star. well, at least you voted for me.)

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"没有鱼，虾也好。”

it simply means if you can't get what you want, settle for second best.

but this isn't what i want. if i feel that it isn't right and it isn't what i initially wanted, i won't want it. once i thought, "maybe we should both and try it out and the outcome might be ok." but it was all self-delusion. it never worked out and things became worse than before.

hence, i'll never settle for second best anymore and i'll never do something for the sake of doing something.

love's never a game where you can follow others. Just because others have a partner doesn't necessarily mean you need to have one too.

If that's the case, you end up having a partner because you are just afraid of being alone.

I'd rather spend half my life searching for the suitable one than to use half my life to discover that this person isn't the right one.

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through my conversation with someone yesterday, i undiscovered some things.

as tough as things might get now, i think they will all turn for the better soon. i guess i have pretty much to blog about at my end of year post. hoho. i better start writing down what to include before i forget.

it's a path that i chose to take. I can't blame it on others. I only have myself to account to.