2010 is just ONE day away. :))

did finance today. boy, i miss POA.

and and and. wah hahaha.

D A Mouth is in Singapore! woo hoo! ok. i shan't get high if not i can't sleep.

yes yes, my dear half-korean guy is in Singapore now! :))

he's not my bf as much i wish for him to.

oh my dear huai qiu.

anyway, they're here for countdown.

so 5 places for countdown. take your pick.

VivoCity with channel 8, The Cannery @ Clarke Quay, Orchard Central, Siloso Beach Party and Countdown @ The Float at Marina Bay.

so go squeeze with the crowd. i'm not. cos i dun like v crowded places.

so am staying home tmr night after going out to watch Countdown at The Float (you know the reason) and to watch Rain's Fashion Show.

let's review my resolutions for 2009.

i hope i can turn up for GEMs more often. > so far for TREDP, i only skipped once. cos he wanted to show our photos. so CHECK. i achieved it.

I don't want to complete my homework at the 11th hour. > HAHAHA. didn't achieve.

i want to have more patience and perseverence. > MAYBE a little.

I want to be more decisive. > FOR SOME MATTERS, I STILL AM NOT.

I want to carry out what I've promised. > ERRRRR. people, did i promise you all anything and not do?

I hope to remember friends' bday and at least send a sms to them (at least there's sincerity) > YES, I DID.

let's hope the economy gets better. > it got worse, right? how did this even become my resolution huh?

and everyone stays healthy! > ok, i was the unhealthy one.

i must take more photos! ( i know this sounds funny but i really have very few pictures of myself) > a little more? just that slightly!

i had a lot more resolutions but i can't remember.

so let's review 2009.

2009 was an ass year for me. REALLY.

i discovered:

- the reality/cruelty of working life. (self-centered people luh!)

- the feeling of heartache/being blinded by love. (why was i that dumb for that 1 year?!)

- the feeling of being poor (as i always am)

- the feeling of having to stay home for a week voiceless due to suspected case of H1N1.

i can't remember already.

but in 2009, i also discovered:

- the real meaning of friends.

- the real meaning of teamwork.

- the real meaning of picking yourself up from where you fell down (as long as my dream doesn't get dashed again)

- how much it takes somehow to find courage and confidence.

anyway, 2009 doesn't matter now. it's 2010.

in 2010, i resolute to:

- be more confident.

- be better tempered.

- have better time management.

- be punctual for meetings.

- try not to do last minute work (keyword: try)

- be friendly with the correct people. (i sound like i bite huh?)

- be more friendly with the cameras.

- persevere till the end i.e don't give up halfway.

- tidy my room every weekend.

- watch what i eat.

and there's also my wishlist for 2010.

- a boyfriend! (been wishing for a real long time but he doesn't appear)

- money non-stop! (hopefully from the modelling industry and not from sales.)

- better health.

- become smarter. (know what to say what at the right time)

in 2010, i shall go plastic.

ok luh. actually i think just writing resolutions itself doesn't help. copy it down/print and paste at a place where you can see everyday.

am growing fatter. time to diet.

and i want go vegetarian for january 2010. i will. shall tell mummy tmr.

and i want lose 2 kg in 2010. 2kg will do. or else maintain weight.

i shall try to exercise in 2010.

this is important:

IN 2010, MY MONTHLY POCKET MONEY FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT/SHOPPING/NOT SCHOOL USE WILL ONLY BE $50. THAT'S ALL.

how to survive?

i think i can.

ok, good night people!

i did the editing of the photo myself. ok luh, not pro i know. i'm not a pro what!

D A mouth's in singapore~~~

with love @ 1.24am