feeling moody. i think happy is not being my friend.

lots of things that i want to say but I just can't. or maybe, i don't dare to say.

things will never go the way you want them to be.

i better get back to tvsm. then complete advertising and law which have the due date one week after another.

& study finance during CNY.

& i have no idea why i'm meeting rude people these days.

nevermind, i shall be nice to them as well.

bye!

she noticed that it has been a long time since she teared. then the tears came.

sometimes even when people tell her it isn't her fault, she still takes it upon herself and blame herself for it.

maybe it's really time for her to find back her confidence. something which she has lost for a very long time.