sunday, back in school for emp. changed location to imm.

and this is while waiting for bus to imm at SP. WJ chasing XW after XW cleaned her hands on WJ. cos' xw touched a used tissue. then they were happy lil children at imm mac.

was screaming away (short short while) while waiting for the bus. cos i saw the rat AGAIN. i was screaming and pointing to make the rest notice the rat.

was yawning all the way. i am really tired.

sat: woke up at 7.40am. busied the whole day. slept at around 2am.

sunday: woke up at 7.20am. walked around chinatown the whole day. am still awake now.

so my knee:

i find it quite hideous looking. :(

and i have no idea how to make it look better.

maybe scars will really let you remember things. if only emotional scars were this physical.

am feeling stress. cos 2 more weeks and say goodbye to year 2 lessons. and in these 2 weeks time, i have emp, tvsm. anything else? no more right? these are enough to make me pull hair daily. emp, we still don't have enough participants. and i hope i wasn't cheated.

am damn damn tired. oh yes, i shopped at chinatown again today. new clothe!

& i got my new make up pouch which is big enough for my eyeshadow palette and everything else.

i want money.

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i think i should still be happy if i was really treated as a substitute. because at least i know I still have the value to be someone's substitute. I don't want to know anymore. & I don't ever want to use my instinct.

"是誰說愛情就該如此 失控哭一哭就會沒事"

never look back. for the history will never be the future.

and that's also the reason why i removed archives.

wonder why i am updating so frequently?