got myself a baby eeyore yesterday! =) had teachers' day rehearsel ytd and today. man, it's tiring. then, we need to report by 7.10 tmr morning. better than what we actually thought, 6.30am. haha. black tee tmr!


i'm really loving my baby eeyore. first time i got myself a baby eeyore orh! hehe. so damn happy. :)

printer's still driving me crazy. but, i managed to print eddie's picture. haha.

m going crazy from all that memorisation. just let me get a B3 this time round, and A1 for the final round.

there's just too much at one go.

there's my love. LOl.

#我想她的确是更适合你的女子

Everyone has her own secrets. If you want to know others', has it ever occurred to you that you're hiding one yourself?

dedicate a song to yulin:



yeah, ben's voice didn't go haywire. :))

unbelievable. it's 2 more days and it's prelims. time FLIES.

watching css. =) let's see.. so far, i want keely to win lahs. she's so good! haha. though both sang Jolin's song, i still prefer keely to the zhengning. :)) let's hope she'll win. as for the boys team, later then say. LOl.

yeah, my broadband is back! haha. still have problems. so, i'm going to repair it later. haha. went for dnt this morning and i dreamt of mrs gopala. haha. i dreamt that it was her lesson and i was sleeeping. i tried motivating myself to wake up but failed. then she told yulin "please wake her up." yulin bang my table and i just raise my hand. haha. then i look up, sleep again! haha. imagine if it was her real lesson, dead. LOl.

yvonne turned 16 yesterday! haha. the same OLD as us liao. =)

celebrated her bday with lanyun, deniece, ligeng, lee yee and yulin. slightly unsuccessful lahs. haha. cos von saw thru the trick.

in class, took some photos of myself. haha. but, is i become the model. LOl.

deniece said i look like a detective.

so, i decided to cover my face. haha. the cap belongs to von.

photo by logesh. i'm studying for physics mock exam. hardworking eh? LOl.

while on the way to milkk cafe to celeb von's bday and on the way home, i was tearing. COS lanyun made me cry. LOl. jkjk. smth was wrong wif my contacts. so kept tearing lors. on the way home, worse, both pain! looked as if i was crying. lucky not many people walked that way, if not, they'll think i'm really sad. LOl.

wore specs to dnt today cos eye pain lahs. looked like a goondo testing out my pram. mine is the most childish? i guess lahs. haha. so almost everyone walked pass would stare at my pram. haha. my L-bracket broke and the rod broke. only the rod was saved. so mr lim said to mark the L-bracket as broken during transportation. haha. if not, i needa re-do. then my rubber tubing broke too. got holes lahs. so went to buy. lucky not expensive. must think for my pocket. tried to persuade mr lim to let me do my folio on tuesday, then he said smth and nvr say ok not. if no, i need to go back on wednesday. not much people doing folio on that day.

gonna do revision later. for maths and social studies. time for css. benjamin. :))

cross fingers and hope ben's voice doesn't go haywire with Cao Ge's 3721. *prays*

received the letter from ME! haha. the principal knows my maths is bad. he said "put in more effort in your maths."

felt as if i had not updated for a long time, but, it's only 3 days? haha.


Wednesday: nothing much happened. and, i CAN'T remember. just know that i decided to re-take the mother tongue o-levels. then mdm tan brief us on the practical which took place the next day. my maths mock exam got 80/100 for paper2 and mr teo ST was sort of shocked. that's all i remember. so, we shall move on to Thursday, yea? LOl.


Thursday: had practical, so woke up late. then took yulin's father lorry to skl. on the way to yulin's blk, one ah ma met me at MRT station and asked how to go to interchange. thinking that since it's still early, ah ma can't walk fast, and i'm walking the same direction, i decided to bring her there. i'm kind. LOL. i'm mad. instead, the ah ma walked damn fast sia! then she keep thanking me. haha. don't worry lahs ah ma, i won't sell you away. haha. so i reached yulin's blk arnd 5min earlier cos i started walking damn slow again. practical was alright, except my physics answer for L=0.0cm was different from others. it was damn big! after prac did mock exam for chem. i managed to do all the questions and i hope 80% can be correct? haha. do hope so. during pe, watched 4 video clips and checked CCA score sheet. i got an A2. haha. but, also cnt use for poly, so who cares?


Friday: had chem and dnt only. chem was doing paper with the cold wind blowing. and, i finally completed the paper. haha. only had a few questions which i didn't know how to do. hope it will be the same for my prelims. during dnt, i went real MAD! cos' of DD. nvm, i will re-do it lors. hahas. nvm de what. after that, had MT lessons. then i found out my angel was also re-taking her MT. haha. and, i finally know what caused me to get B3. it was my paper 1. if i didn't choose that qn, i would haf gotten A2. I SWEAR i would have. cos' my paper 2 was alright this time round. so saddening. nvm, i will do my best for oct's paper. and, i will NEVER change my qn again! after mt, went back to class cos i tht i left my folio in class. in the end, it was at my mt class. haha. blur right? so went back down. then accompanied lee yee to sun plaza buy present for her sister. went home and then to my neighbour's house to print papers. not 1 or 2, is 30! and i had to cut all the A4 into half. so, took 1 hour plus. haha. printed them to make a notebook for PHYSICS. aren't i in love with physics? LOl.


Today: had dnt early in the morning. then maria sms-ed me and say she not going cos stomachache. PS me again. MARIA!! then almost completed my dnt liao. still left a few more pages. =) so, i believe will complete by tonight. and, had such a wondeful time chasing roy lim today. from the studio to the toilet and back. then he got a few scratchs on his wrist. thanks to me lahs. cos' he threw eraser at me first, so it was a HUAN LI larhs. got my specs just now. :) green. wonderful. haha. binded my book. quite nice looking. designed myself but not very nice. however, i still like it. :)) gotta do my hmwk now! blog some other time.



*如果爱情上也能那么blur就好了

first lesson: social studies. got back the seq test. hmm, i really think there's something wrong with me and combined humans. didn't do very well, but still accpetable. then do SBQ for usefulness forget to do CR. so, seems like there's smth wrong with me and Comb. Humans. so, i will try my best for it.

had english today. went to it room and got to use the computer. haha. i sound as if i have not been using it for ages. LOl. yulin went to ask mr teo if she should retake her mt cos her teacher sort of discourages her. then mr teo told me "you will never be satisfied. you are the kind who never gives up till you've tried." haha. no wonder he's my form teacher. he does know me. yeah, i will never give up till i've tired. thus, i'll retake the paper since mdm lei also encourages me.


suddenly felt that i missed mr teo, the maths teacher, during chem lesson. HAHA. cos have not seen him for too long. took a look at my timetable, maths double tmr. T.T LOl. so, i'll get to see him.


went to harvey norman. they're selling a samsung MP3, 1GB, for $99 ONLY. wondering if i should buy. my mum allows me to buy. but i'm afraid not long after i buy it, K850i will appear. then i'll have not much money or perhaps not enough. hence, still pondering.



爱错了还有的再选. 但是后悔了就不能再从来

我又让他们失望了.
got back my MT o-level results today. when mr teo announced it to me, i was elated to hear orals dist. but overall B3. quite sad and yeah, as normal, i cried. thanks alot to deniece, she immediately comforted me. thanks alot to her! :)) and also others. thanks alot for your comforting hugs and encouragement. i'll retake the paper again. i'm still unsure why i'm so sad. i know i'll get this result based on my mid-year examinations, but i guess i didn't want them. but sadly, i still got it and i really disappointed the teachers as they did expected me to do better. i'm sorry, teachers. i guess the only glad thing was that i scored a dist for my orals cos' i normally score 20++ and that's all. so, sort of good news.




he said they didn't care only about results but also others. however, it seems that they only care about results. they expect those who get less than A2 to retake. do you really believe that they not only care about results? I don't.

结果是怎样并不重要. 重要的是已经尽力了
i've learnt to treasure and experience the feeling of possession.

went to vivocity wif maria. haha. actually ligeng was also coming along then she said she had smth on. so only me and maria. then maria was late. so i decided to stare at everyone walking pass me, especially poly students cos before leaving my house, my mum told me not to buy any clothes. she complained that the clothes which i bought was not suitable. hence, i decided to see what kind of dressing poly students wear. so got a conclusion. then finally, i saw a nicer-looking RSAF guy. eh, not horny ok. it's just that all the RSAF guys i saw so far are not very nice-looking. went to my opticians first and didn't make my contact lens.

we went to toys 'r' us. and tried to take a picture at the animal alley but as you see, couldn't take that well. haha. just felt that children nowadays have extreme good lives.

this was found in toys 'r' us which i never saw before at toys 'r' us in the past. a space thing lahs. shan't elaborate much.

bought myself a pencil case and some things at the $2 shop(forgot the name.) that's my pencil case.

ocean pacific. haha. and with my marksman and professor. the maths tys is in the background. see how hardworking i'm during the hols. LOl. wanted to buy a bag. but couldn't find one which i liked, so didn't buy any. wanted the white pencil case, but it will get dirty easy. so took this black one.

before leaving vivo, saw a spain shop which consisted of a few more shops. FCBarcelona was one of those shops. didn't went in. somehow regretted. mayb if i went in, i can find a Thierry henry. haha.

now for the good news. i'm ecstatic today. haha. COS i can finally change my phone!!!! yes! yes! yes!! no more dumb dumb 61111. loathe that phone lahs. so the IDIOT! then the hp dealer said the actual lousier phone is... was it 6288 or 6280. cnt rmb. haha. but who cares lahs. I CAN GET MY k550i! :)) so needa ask my dad to go to the shop on sunday in order to sign on my plan. :)) if not, i'll get my sis to help me! hahaha. i cnt wait to get the phone. :))

my leg still hurts. the ankle. duno why. and now, my calf.

good luck to all Dragons on monday!

# if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling.

firstly, happy birthday to Hidayah and JiaHui! :))

just finished watching Change of Destiny. Nice show. i enjpyed it alot. haha.

woke up before 0530 this morning. told my mum i'll wake up at 0530 den she woke me before that. -.-''' so i had plenty of time. decided to spend it in the toilet. haha. went to meet thiru and was fully awoke when i was almost reaching school. haha. thiru knows what happened. reached school, changed and started booking people for photo taking. in the end, only managed to take with some that i booked. :( my class stood at the 3rd level. quite fun lahs. then we played all the time. haha. during the wait for the GOH, we took photos. it's really quite fun not being in the parade. :))

It's really enjoying not wearing any badges. haha. :))

our station inspector PANG. :)

while taking the photos, my phone kept vibrating. all the messages came in. the handphone line got problem sia. people send 2 hours before and 2 hrs later only i received it. haha. so deniece and i were scolding that line provider of ours. so damn slow.

this year's NDP celeb was fun. :) and one bb fainted nearing the end of the parade. i guessed that one ncc would faint cos he looked as if he was going to. but in the end, e bb boy fell flat. flat on the floor. then deniece and i stare at each other, saying if it's our grp on PD, not 2 ppl run over, everyone run!! so after that, i said no one will dare to faint already. all very energetic.

took company photo and had to listen to someone nag. she went blahs blahs blahs. had an excellent time playing with the juniors while waiting for the photoshot. i realised i'm still very crazy. LOl. found out that miss chiang was our new sjab teacher. and i was completely blur. she said you duno mehs? suriously, we didn't know. but she nice. :))

took somemore photo. i forgot to take with yulin and nisha. pro right? when i actually was telling them later i take with you. haix.

that's my hi-5 partner. LOl.

for somemore pictures, visit http://yinqing.multiply.com/ :)

# he will never appear again.

i'm ecstatic today. haha. deniece knows why. i've been pestering her for days asking "eh, when can get chief commissioner badge?" and i pestered her today again. haha. then, WE GOT IT TODAY! haha. so, i'm damn elated. :))

still looking for my two ear studs. cnt find them. arrgh. wonder where they disappeared to. hmm..

lessons today was ok. just that i don't really like going to the hall for english. cos i duno how to sit in the hall (i mean e comfortable way). ran a "marathon" with yulin today. haha. then she asked me if i was rushing to hell. LOl.

a picture of yulin a.k.a maria!

jiahui was very kind today. helped the auntie to mop the girls toilet at the hall. cos' she found the toilet floor too dirty. haha. nice girl, right?

wednesday needa report in full-u. so going to remain in it for the whole day till the phototaking is over. and, i hope that that cca wouldn't take so long this year. last year, it was a terrible time waiting for them to finish the shot.

miss kong said to study for chemistry first cos' there's time for physics during the sept hols. so, i'm gonna study during the national day holidays. :)

can you disappear from my life?

weekend will be over at 0000. so fast. then it will be national day. i almost typed new year. -.-''' after national day, it'll be O-level orals and sci prelim practicals. wah. exams lors.. just feel that this year's national day is sort of strange. after national day, need to take SJAB photo. mus cherish orh, it might be the last time. i wanna march this year's parade. haha. anyone wanna gif me the chance? LOl.

so suddenly, i'm reminded of last year. how i tried to get out of NDP when i had the chance.

i think there's history test tmr. i hope it's SBQ cos i didn't study for it. :p

had a dream last night. dreamt that my phone broke into 4, thanks to my sis. then my mum told me "nice dream hor? so did you replace the phone in the end?" haha. i wished i knew too. but the alarm rang. didn't know. haha. but, i really hope to get my k550i. :) tell the shop owner to help me larhs. haha..

it's still emptiness. i still can't forget you.

haha. yulin fell for the trick. LOl.

just a typical student's saturday. went back for dnt. met yulin. waited for her till stomachache. took the train & bus instead of bus. completed my dd. =) did colouring. haha. i'm still alright with my colouring. at least, i'm happy with it. haha. and the yulin added some colours to it! so we did cat fight and during lunch leg fight. haha. speaking about lunch, yulin was like a xiao mei mei. maybe 4 yrs old? haha. at the restaurant she overturned e sauce plate. a little girl near us stared at her. haha.

gonna do physics revision and then, touch up my dnt.

the stars left wif ur soul and left nothing, except emptiness.

it's the weekend. *dizzy* suddenly, i got dizzy spells. everything started shaking. it's still shaking. went to school as usual and smth was unusual. not many students from my skl on the train. the bus was strangely empty too. so i reached skl very early. :))

discussed whether th chemistry test will be verbal or on paper. i guessed verbal but hopped it was on paper. in the end, it was "free period".. haha. she went thru the prac chem procedures and then free time. did our revision. haha. so i did TYS and i'm left with two more pages. i kept turning outside and calling "yulin! maria!". yulin was stuck outside for 2 periods bcos' she was late. eh maria, must haf time concept ok? haha. buy vegetables liao den leave in the fridge to rot. how can? haha. jkjk.


did mock prelims maths this afternoon. wow. i think can die. told yulin if i can get 65, i call myself God. haha. i did my maths damn fast today. only 55min, and i was at the 8th question. so i was like, wow. i'm fast. haha.

dnt tmr. complete my ideation and DD tmr. need to change my dd and pp again. but nvm, it's going to end soon. watching Honour and Passion. a great show!

haha. isn't he cute? talking to the toy army tank?

今天的树不会落下明天的叶

i think anyone reading my blog today will think i'm mad. haha. tmr's maths mock prelim and chemistry test, and i'm here, finding a new blogskin and posting. haha. i hope whatever i memorised for chem is still in my brain. that's the narksman which akmal gave to me. :)) i wonder how to get rid of that black thing. looks ugly. :(


lemme see if i still rmb my chem

Carbonates: Insoluble, except for K, Na, NH4
Oxides: Insoluble except for Li, Na, K, Ca(slightly)
Hydroxides: Insoluble except for K, Na, Ca, NH4
Nitrates: All are soluble
Sulphates: Soluble except for Pb, Ba, Ca
Chloride: Soluble except for Pb, Ag
Iodide: Soluble except for Pb, Ag


time for answer check. haha. correct. so tmr morning i can concentrate on my Anions and Cations. :)


had so much during physics lesson today (except for prac). I was rally into the lesson today. strange huh? haha.

time to call thiru to remind her about the walkathon card. :)



想念又如何? 我知道结果是怎样.

you never know the feeling of waiting. i keep waiting and waiting but nothing happens. the feeling of waiting is a torture. i wanna get out of this torment. but whenever i see you, i just can't. the disappointment and sadness can never be erased.

finally, i have the time to blog. :))


some things tooks place this week. monday was real chaos. my class people should know and all those present too.. had our graduating shot on monday! finally we get to take it. it was a long long wait.. hahax.. while waiting for the photo shot, deniece and i sat next to each other and imitated the teachers and a girl. haha. deniece acted the girl and me the teacher. next time let's act together again, ok? haha. got back our oral comment sheet on monday. our team's was really damn damn short! only a few lines. total add up is less than 10 (i mean both teachers comments add up together!) real short, right?



tuesday: what happened yesteday? i cant remember too. the school placed a great big board in the canteen, telling us our days to O-levels. when we saw, all our us were shocked. 83 more days!! so today is 82 more days. very fast. after school went to RSH with yulin. eyed a Umbro tee for very long. kept deciding whether to buy it not. finally decided not to bcos' it's transparent. haha. chiong-ed 2 sets of oral packages and then yulin told me: "tmr also no english. you chiong for what?"


TODAY: i have enough time today and i forgot to bring my oral file home to do!! arrgh!! so i shall do maths and chemistry later on. need to touch up on my ideation too. i still have difficulty thinking how to improve my ideation. :( for the happy thing! akmal gave me his marksman badge! haha. i was quite shocked when he gave me cos' i tht he was jus joking when he said he will give me ytd. then he really brought it today! haha. damn elated! :)) having mock prelim maths on friday. i really hope i can pass it! really!! i want my new phone too!! can the hair of mine grow longer faster??



sometimes, it's really saddening to see so much sad happenings. hais. i believe in what mr teo said, " whatever you do to others, you will have the same fate next time." you really have to believe it. it's just a matter of time.