"So you gonna give it a try again this year if they organise?"

"Well, if I become ugly enough for cosmetic surgery,
then maybe i'll join again lor."

No worries. There wasn't anything with your IE or Mozilla FF. Just that i removed the blog codes. hence this column was blank for a few days.

SIGHS.
just felt like giving a big sighs.
anyway, i really forgot what i wanted to blog initially. so i shall start randomly. who knows, the main point might just appear.

watched Together just now. =)
it's quite funny and nice. haha. i'm finally watching Taiwan shows? Actually i do watch TW shows. Just that, I watch the first few episodes and ta-da, i stop there. haha. Cos' my family supports more of Channel 8 than Channel U. so even if Channel U shows my faved HK shows, oso see first lahs. haha.
Together is a show by George, Jiro and Rainie. =) so starting is not bad lahs.

oh well, studied for my IPRA the whole day. I took 2 days for Advertising and one day for PR. cos for advertising, i practically re-wrote everything. Then for PR, i just highlighted what was on the notes. too lazy. but i think re-writing still helps. so, tmr gonna continue re-writing for PR. cos today, i just highlighted mahs. I have not got any information into my head. SIGHS.

browsed thru the photos on facebook. those which sammy uploaded. I think i look super _______. hmmm. got nothing to say. but i think i look better with this current hair length. Long hair is oso ok. but i think the jellyfish head suits better. and and and. Long hair = no easy maintenance. my short hair's getting out of way too.
saddening. people are like telling me, "你的头发变长了。(your hair has grown)". that's nice. and i went to trim my fringe yesterday. now it looks. hmmmph. not as bad as how i did the other time. but still... looks like needa test my skills more. haha.

was telling deniece i've grown sideways. it's true. i didn't take my weight lahs. i only took measurements. sighs. the fats grow at the wrong place. like forever.

anyway, think i have an answer to deniece 2 time same qn. "u like da mouth huh?"
yeah, i think i do.
cos... rmb the mini eye guy? i think his dance is nice nice nice!
aisa, no need say lahs. she's pretty and her voice is ok. at least i can sing.
then the rapper is like WOAH. he rap still can hear the lyrics. good good!
then for the disc scratcher.... ehhhh. got nothing to say yet. =p

one last thing, my faved bad boy is coming to singapore. =)
EDC. :) he's still loved lahs.
but i doubt i'll flock to orchard to see him. haha.


why should one be condemned for life because of something he did wrongly?


anyway. my dearie beautiful cousin is holding her wedding dinner! like finally. but....
it's not school holidays. the question thrown might be, so be it lahs. attend liao den go school next day lo. it's in m'sia. so how do i do that???
unless... skip school. =D haha.
shall see bout that.

nights.

HELLO!
studying for IPRA in progress. i'm still at advertising. have not moved on to Public Relations. sighs. soon, it will be information congestion. the traffic department will not be able to help too.

well, i don't really see what's the problem with keeping a low profile. some things are best to be kept to yourself. cos even if you say it out, people will just know it and most of the times, they can't do anything to help.

anyway, decided to create this Nike Mini while studying. was meant to let myself get away from IPRA.



it's holding a little yellow balloon. decided on a yellow one because it sort of symbolises happiness. =) so, have Joy while running. =)

This is actually Nike's new promotion lahs. If you want, you can also give it a try.

“Nike Zoom Sister One+, The ultimate training shoe for women”
http://nikewomen.com.sg

Sometimes, it's after a long time that it just pops into your mind and you get this feeling,
"i actually forgot that such a thing had took place."
database: unlimited ; selective memory.

and it's also after a long time that you get an answer for something.
原来，不是所有的人都了解我。

i'm still waiting. waiting for the day whereby i can either say bye to size M or 0.

“选错了歌，唱的再用心，也无力.”

HELLO!
back from the FUNE exam. wow. ok. got nothing to say bout it lahs.
so so so. i think it'll be quite tough for me to work during the hols too. cos i rmb i have a camp but i forgot, we have to plan for it. so i just saw the email that on blah blah blah will have this blah blah enrollment. =/ ahhhh grrrrr.
nonetheless, i'm still looking for jobs. if anyone has, find me kay!!!!!!

decided to take some photos before i had my makeup removal.
i think i look better with the fringe to the side for photos. if not, my eyes seem so super one line lahs. hahaha.




so, it's not my fault that i have a jawline that looks like it underwent botox. not my fault kay.
i seriously wonder too. how can the jawline be so slanting while the rest of my face is like square?! it looks like it's square plus a triangle lor!
hais. look at photo number 1 and you'll understand.
but was discussing with jiaqi again on my jawline. then i said, "maybe i eat too much lahs. but not lehs. i dun eat much also. mayb hols got nothing to do den i went to eat lahs. shld be."
"maybe you talk a lot. that's why."
"huh? but i oso never talk a lot." *pauses for a while* "maybe lahs. cos got jiaqi den difficult not to talk a lot." hahaha.
but maybe the answer is still, i tried hitting my sides to prevent double chin from forming. in the end, this unique jawline was formed!

and this, is how my wrinkles came about. haha. that's with my mum at the back.

it's time for IPRA from tomorrow till next wed.
i hope i can stuff it in as easily as i did for IHRP. lalala.

如果你不存在，也许会更好。
to deniece and yulin, this 你 is not referring to someone ok. is something.

pssss. LG phone's cameras aren't that good. even the old phone was better.

ok. time to destress for a short while.

"突然那几秒, 好像天使飞过, 看著你微笑, 那段时间都静止"

"我站在你不逺处, 默默地为你祝福, 把对你的爱藏起来, 放你去寻找追逐. 我站在爱的不逺处, 不在乎守候多辛苦"

life's stress. i don't know what i'm stress over too. there seems to be too many things to be worried about. but again, there's no solution to every problem. if there was one medicine that can solve all problems, i'd be the first one to buy it.
i just have this weird feeling within me.

HELLO!
econs is tmr! and gawd. i hope all the info stays there. if not, i think i can faint on the spot.
ahhhhh.
anyway. went out with yulin for her bag hunt today. well, i hunted for mine too and i bought mine much much much easier than she bought hers. she doesn't elaborate in her posts. so i shall do it.


firstly, met up. went to orchard.
first stop: Ngee Ann City's Stadium. we spent quite a long time there. she was like choosing this bag and that. then she said, "this big like very square lehs." *refers to adidas bag* then she continued taking this bag and that bag again. me, in the meantime, got no interest in any of those bags, decided to eye the jackets! hehe. OMG lahs! like all so nice! i like the red one! but it's not half length nor is the quality what i want. but i still tried it on. and i saw the gold striped jacket. like omg. adidas' jackets can make me fly! haha.
guess what i told the sales when she asked me to buy?
*points to yulin* "i waiting for her to buy for me."


Second stop: Ngee Ann City's Adidas. or should it not be considered a stop? cos yulin just went in and then out. well. den combine stop, Taka's Best Denki in search of my watch's battery. couldn't find. stood there guessing Jay Chou's song. the answer is Rainbow.

Third stop: Cineleisure's Adidas and Nike. again same thing. she walk around. finding a suitable one. comparing here and there. didn't buy.

fourth stop: Heeren's Adidas. she literally just went in and came out lahs. cos same thing, don't have the one she wants.

fifth: paragon's Adidas, World of Sports, Nike, etc. all the sports shops lahs. still NO. was thirsty. went down to Jollibean for a drink. bought mine for $1.30. yulin decided to add pearls for hers. guess how much? pearls are supposed to cost $0.50. but the lady gave her the $1.60 soya milk. so she paid $2.10. haha. she was like, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!"

sixth: lucky plaza. she walked and ta-da! she spotted the bag which she was hunting for. but no, she didn't buy it. felt it was ex for her. she wanted to go back to airport to buy. tried explaining to her all the cost and everything dah dah. but still.... nvm. then, i had a nice time teasing her about this particular person. haha. i can't say the name. later yulin come after me. but hor, even ur ex-colleague oso lidat think lehs. haha.

seventh stop: Far east plaza. wow. i had a happy time here. bought my shorts. not black, not white. then i bought my bag! =D the one which i've been eyeing for a super long time. costs $19. still ok lahs. tried calling my finance minister. but the call was like engaged? so yulin decided to help me and it got thru. turned out, i didn't know what i did to my phone so every call i made out was cut off. see lahs, the other time was i rejected everyone's call. now i made it to everyone reject mine. grrrr. but prob settled. and, my things for the day were settled too!

eighth: yulin decided to go back to LUCKY PLAZA to eye her bag again. den i asked her, "sure want not? want only ask for discount lehs. later she give you dun wan, den very bad." she got no answer lahs. den decided to go back to STADIUM at NGEE ANN. okies. she eye again. didn't want to.

came out of wisma. saw 36. 36 is a bus to changi airport. so she was like. GO AIRPORT! fine. took the underpass. den sat at the bus stop and thought again. den she tell me, "i think. go back yishun find better." piang lehs! i was like super hungry liao lo. and she made me walk here and there. nvm. i was in a good mood though i was like hungry.

so ninth, tenth, 11th stop... no need say liao lahs. you all will fall asleep.
so went back to yishun. bought our presents. went to RSH. she saw what she wanted. different colour only. den go sportslink. den go back RSH again. and she finally decided on the adidas one! the one which we saw at stop 1. see this girl. go so many circles and rounds, and she's back to the first bag she saw. *faints*

well. but good thing she bought her bag lahs. like finally? haha.
and right now, I CAN ALSO REMEMBER WHERE THE ADIDAS AND NIKE SHOPS ARE LOCATED IN ORCHARD LIAO LAHS!

ok. i'd better find my beloved econs now. if not, it'll not love me tomorrow. sounds cheesy eh?

"is it really true that life is such that you can't have the best of two worlds?"

By keeping silent and not giving a reply doesn't help.

HELLO!

how was your valentine's day yesterday? =)

was out celebrating it at Changi Airport. suggested by yulin. so we alighted at T2. walked around trying to find a place to have our dinner. in the end, took the zoo smell alike skytrain to T3. so we stayed there. was actually Q-ing for Earle Swensens. The queue's super damn slow moving lahs. and deniece and me got sick of it, went to another restaurant. and there were seats. so called yulin down.

See, yulin's still so energetic when all of us are like damn hungry. hahahaha. placed our order for our food. and like forever, yulin always eats up mine when I leave mine there. haha.

our african Maria.

so we chatted. mainly questions were about Valentine cos V Day.

and we really sat there for a damn long time. then, yulin was saying, "why every valentine's day people sure give flowers and chocolates one?" haha. we said it seemed to be a tradition. then, we received flowers from SR! haha.

new boyfriend, SR. =) LOl.

that's us with the pretty rose from SR. thanks! =D

yulin was a little shy. so she didn't take any proper photo with her rose.

just while we were about to leave, i heard this super scary laughter that i literally paused in whatever i was doing to check if it was that person. whew~ luckily, it wasn't. haha.

then, we headed to T3's departure hall for photo taking. =)

the place's nice. den we ran out of topic. well, i think i can answer but i don't score at asking. so we went on to jokes. thought the last bus was at 2340, as said by the information counter. time checked. 2335. quickly left for the bus station. turned out last bus 0012.

then deniece said, "my last bus like 0045". when we reached yishun, it was like 0043? then she ran all the way. turned out to be 0050. well, at least she's in time for her last bus.

good thing yulin and I could walk home w/o buses. haha.

so the day was still full of yulin kicking our feet with her shoes. and my poor toe turned red. hais. her shoes are dangerous.

so, eeyore would like to say Happy V Day too! =)

***

watched All's Well End Well before studying for my econs. the show's quite funny lahs.

and econs. boy, can they stay in the head and not run off? hais. gotta continue studying them later.

you know what? i think it's in me to gossip. haha. and i think it's also in me for fickle-minded-ness. cos i read this.

双子座是一个感性与知性的混合体，在个性上比较有好奇心，但却有点善变，这是你最大的特征。

你最喜欢的是挖掘心情报或八卦话题，有了这些话题，就能带动你的生命，生活变得更有趣味，可说是一个走在时代尖端的人。

and i think the part for my career is also quite true.

如果你的生活能够从事跟流行有关的事务，经常接触外界的新刺激，那就是你最快乐的时候。

oh my, do they have to be that accurate?

la la la. Happy V Day! went out spending it today.
well, i'm too tired to talk about today. i'm blogging just because i'm waiting for my hair to dry. so details and photos, wait for tomorrow lahs.

“是！我是整过容。你们为什么一直要挖人家的伤口？”

HELLO!
went back to school in the morning for IVP exams. and that was like _______ (i'm learning from yulin). so after doing the paper, i think i'll _______.
well, i think i need to place my phone next to me if i need to get up early the next day. cos by placing it in the pouch, i can't hear it ring which means, i'll wake up late lor. that's like so kns.
anw, went for lunch with yongjie, jiaqi and xiuu. they were nice to wait with me till 2pm for the interview thingy. thanks! you all want the $35 voucher? LOl.
okies. any mash mango pudding for you? that was what jiaqi did to her pudding.

it's a day before valentine's. so, jiaqi, xiuu and me had an exchange of presents. =) our love triangle with a cat.
that was what i gave them.

and this was what jiaqi gave me. haha. she knows ah. ppl always mistake my wu gwee as screen wiper. so she bought me this instead. lOl.

and had a real great laugh during lunch. i think if i really were to go for my scoliosis op, i can't let jiaqi know. if not, i'll laugh till everything goes wasted. she's really super LOL lahs. haha.

took this photo some time ago at TCC. it reads, "Love means never having to eat alone."

happy V day in advance!

就因为这世界太过现实了。

i'm forever lost. if there was such an instrument to tell me what to do,

how good will that be.

or perhaps something to tell me, if i don't choose it, what will behold me in the future.

and if i choose, what's in the future.

i think i'm a little absent minded.
bought my LG on 23rd. today, it's the 11th. and one important thing, i forgot to send out the warranty card. it was supposed to be done within 7 days of purchase. *sighs* how? just hope that my phone doesn't break down and it better pull through for a year.
sighs. then, i didn't get the dealer to affix the company stamp as well. well, if i couldn't rmb to send it out, how can i remember to ask the dealer to affix the stamp?
sighs again.

tried studying for IVP but to no avail. you know, it's impossible. cos i duno how to go about studying for it. crapped with yong jie instead and we managed to half complete a question. haha.
that's considered an achievement too right?

i wonder when i stop being so blur. ahhhh. forgetting to send my warranty card, one moment the thing is in my hand and another, it lands on the floor, and i keep bumping into walls. sighs.
nvm, i will never forget that i have an exam this friday at 9am.

had a weird dream these two days. different dreams with the same logline. people are after me to kill me.
oh well. strange isn't it? first dream, i was not in my house. i don't know why i ran to my neighbour's house to hide from those bandits. oh well, in the dream were my aunts as well. i tried calling the cops to save me but they are like s dumb assholes. they were like, "wait. hold on. let us double confirm first." like duno what idiotic CS lahs. then, i tried escaping by throwing a rope out of the window. and what happened? i woke up.
this morning's. was under my void-deck along with these bunch of people whom i don't really know. all i can somehow remember is, i belonged to a traid. then we were all walking to the carpark. suddenly, this group of people (SIN largest 2nd largest group) got out of their cars and came after us with parangs. machiam HK show ah? but that was how it took place. like DUH, of cos we ran away from them. but still got caught. then, i tried retaliating with one of those people. and snatched his parang and killed him along with people from his group. strangely, the people were like happy when i stabbed them. and they were like, not pain, not pain. somehow i managed to run away from there, leaving everyone else behind. i ran upstairs to a duno whose house. all i knew was a person was catching up with me (must be discovered i ran away lahs). then i saw this house with the key attached to the padlock. i just unlocked and went in to hide.
then the owner of the house, a lady came into the room which i was hiding in. she was just a little shocked. and i told her, "shhhhh. there are people after my life. go lock the padlock." and she really did. and i could still tell her somemore, "lock. not unlock."
while she went off, i was trying my best to call the cops too. but failure. why huh?
then it suddenly dawned upon me, could this lady be in cahoots with that group of people?
then, i woke up. so i tht, why is it that everytime in danger, people will call the cops and not the bf/gf? but in shows, it's always the other way round.


weird dreams. must be the fear of terrorism lahs. and must be the effect of watching those scary movies on monday. well, let's hope tonight will be a sweet dream.

HELLO!

done with my blogskin and I'm here to blog. =D

oh well. woke up at like 1150? den received deniece's sms saying she didn't go to school. so we decided to go to K and met up at 1.15pm. wow. fast right? haha. she was telling she's rushing and I was still late in the end. well, standard lahs. i'm always not on time. haha. oops. =X

so so so. next time want find deniece go sing K, cannot ask her before hand, must on the day itself.

we thought party world's offer was not worth it so we went to KBox. turned out that it was even MORE not worth it lahs. where did my $14.50 K student fly to???

oh well. but the $17 for 2pm-6.30pm was worth it lahs cos' it's supposed to end at 6pm but we just sang on and no one stopped us. we decided to leave at 6.30pm. if we didn't, perhaps can sing till 7pm huh? haha.

so so so. sang quite a number of songs in that forever freezing cold room. when deniece sings Fan fan's songs, she'll definitely say, "very low lehs. difficult." and i'll go, "ok. i help you." hahaha. finally i found out today, the MTV for Agent J and Fear-Free by Jolin Tsai is interlinked. they're like continuous. and rmb to learn how to rap for 永远在身边. =D

and we had a nice experience today hor, deniece?

ok. after that, went to find my adidas bottle. =D i found it and i of cos bought it lahs! so no need plant a adidas outside my house already.

walked around for a short while and headed home.

i think there's a little prob with my stomach. i'm getting hungry every now and then. i had dinner at around 9pm and now, i'm having my noodles. OMG. so much for trying to shed the weight gained during CNY.

DVPA screening today.
thought the production schedule and call sheet were supposed to be in before 9am. so hannie, jiaqi and me had to wake up as early as 7am to get ready and rush off to school.
turned out that he wrote in his email saying, between 9-10am. =.='''
well. nvm. so watched all our films. i mean everyone's film. the whole cohort's excluding 3 due to time management problem. well, though not everyone's film is good but i guess the process was what mattered the most.
filming counts super lots on luck. to see if the weather is sporting. to see if the lights suit you. to see the time which the shots were taken came out how you liked them. most importantly, the actors part. so after settling the filming or reshooting like 12357073038794 times, it's time for editing. so editing also took us 1947252943205994 times to try everything out and to go "HOW?!" before we could get something that's still acceptable to us.
a 6 minute short film took us like around 3 months? so whatever you see on tv is definitely not easy.
so kudos to everyone in my team! and everyone who helped us! =D
it does feel weird hearing your own voice, let alone seeing yourself on the screen.
and i think jiaqi has become popular. =) haha.

screening ended at 2pm, followed by rotting of 3 hours plus before IHRP exams started at 5.30pm. supposed to end at 6.20pm but ran off at 6pm instead.

oh well. i think i'm addicted to adidas. haha. their shoes don't catch my attention. but their jackets do. OMG! i'm so in love with 2 of their jackets plus a water bottle. see, haven't got it after so damn long. ahhhhhhhhh.

有时，我觉得自己很自私。
常常，我只看到别人的缺点而不是优点。 同时，我也只能看到我的优点而不是缺点。
Sometimes, I feel I'm selfish. I can only the positive of me and not the negative. And, I can only see the negative points of others and not the positive.

我曾听说过，“不要感情用事。” 但，有多少人做得到？
Many times I've heard, never let your feelings get the better of you. But how many have achieved that?
就因为他和你有关系并不表示凡事都要想到他而忽略别人的意见。
Just because you're related doesn't necessarily mean you just have to think of him and forget about other's opinion.

From here onwards for this post, you can ignore if you want.

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Well, I'm still in a lost situation because I'm still considering about the Scoliosis operation. I guess this is the first time I'm really blogging about it.
So I decided to read about it online one more time. It is indeed a tough decision. To go or not to go for it?
Googled scoliosis and got the answers. First step was observation, second bracing, third surgery.
Well, I had bracing before. And to say the truth, I really hated it. As young girls, everyone will want to look pretty rather than wearing an object (as hard as stone) and when you bend down, it can be seen. Why? Cos it stretches from the armpits all the way to hip bone. If it's only at the hip bone part, perhaps i would have worn it more often.
next thing about bracing. When you wear it, it's really damn effing stuffy that once you wear it, you feel like removing it. In addition, I'm living in Singapore, the tropical hotspot! And you're like making me wear a sweater under the scorching sun.
How can one ever take that?
From wiki, it was said, bracing has to be done 22-23 hours per day. which means I can only be free from it for only 2 hours. Can you take that? I can't.
Many times, I've asked myself, if that time, I had really wore it for 20 plus hours instead of 6hours, probably I wouldn't be feeling so guilty and conscious about how I dress now.
I ask myself many times, of all people, why must it be me? Why must it be the cause to hinder from my ideal career and my passion?
The only answer I can get is tears.

I seriously hate visiting the doctor. Why? Because each time I visit them, I will end up with tears.
The first time was an extremely bad experience. I thought the second one might be better. But one by one it turned out worst. When a patient is like feeling bad enough about her condition, they had to have intern doctors in the room and to observe me as if I was a product on display.
Each time, they gave me different doctors and to me, I felt like, which is the one that truly knows me? All of you are just reading my info from the file. You don't really know my condition!

And, I was the one who initiated surgery at the start but you rejected it. Now, you come asking me if I want to go for it. Isn't it ironic? You give me different doctors each time and then you seem to be telling me, leave your life in my hands. I will make sure it's a success.
How well do you know about my condition then? I bet right now if I were to appear on the streets before you, you wouldn't know I'm your patient. If reading the files mean you understand me inside out, then it's like what's the use of having lecturers to teach me when I can read from textbooks?

Sometimes, I really what's the main purpose of doctors asking us to go for surgery. You say it's for my own good. But is it really for my own good? Or do you want to treat me like an experiment again? To lie on the icy cold table and let your interns study me?
I asked what's the cost. The doctor kept mum.
I asked what's the benefits. You go on and on.
I asked what's the negative effects. You just list one or two while I can find many on the net.
Do you know, you're actually just working on my feelings to try to make me go for my surgery?

HELLO!
i tried motivating myself to complete the last page of dreamweaver, which in fact should be less than one page but i'm just too lazy to do so. haha. hence, i'm here, blogging!
ok. so for friday. well. nice day. supposed to wake up at 6am. i off-ed the alarm and 6.50am, my mum came waking me! when i was supposed to meet jiaqi at 7.15am for the 8am lesson!
like OMG! met her at 7.30 instead. wore glasses w/o any foundation. too pressed for time.
so lesson no need say.
went for DVPA editing again. so our video's finalised. i think we have that originality and creativity. haha. well well. so as said by deniece, i get HIGH when i'm tired. well, it's actually, i get HIGH when i'm getting tired. cos i was doing my web page and with edwin strumming the guitar, jiaqi and i were on the verge of sleeping.
so i got high and started to play with the "blinds" in the studio. then kept LOL-ing with jiaqi.
haha. and like trying to look at the person who walks pass the window. haha.
so... went home arnd 5pm. went to DAISO! my fav shop oso!
okies. time for some photos!

you get the feel right? that's our studio. =D

actually, i didn't know what i was doing. haha. my my hair seriously makes me look kiddy.

we tried to self take with my phone. but i still duno how to use my phone lahs! so we had to take using the computer as reflection.

This was a quite success shot w/o the use of computer. lighting makes us look so damn bright!

radio broadcasters!!

well. welcome the imitation of EDC along with our dancer at the back! =)

now, time for some JIAQI. haha.

her candid shots. that's for posting my unglam shots in the past.

heh. see how you want shoot me with my eating utensils helping me.

i don't think i showed my new phone. so, say hello to my LG KF350! =)

i'm changing blogskin soon!

HELLO!
Ok. I’m here of course to blog. Well. I’m gonna summarise what happened for the whole week. Cos’ I’ve been super duper busy this whole week. Not only me lahs, whole of 05. Hence, I think if I type everything out in detail, you’re gonna sleep.

MONDAY, 2 FEB
Well. What happened? ehhh. needa think. well well.
submitted IVP assignment. then. attended econs lecture, followed by IPRA. oh ya.
submitted news writing CA3. was disaster. received back the results for NW Ca2. another disaster. probably the good thing was i passed the paper huh?
next. oh well. home sweet home. cos i have no remembrance of what happened on monday.


TUE, 3 FEB
IPRA lecture. that reminds me. have to check for notes again. after lecture, was DVPA (video editing) for like 4 hours? so the macbooks decided not to work with us. we spent super long time trying to settle what we had to but in vain.
so in conclusion, we wasted almost 2 hours of the 4 hour lesson. had an hour break after the four hour before going back for editing. this is total madness cos' we need to submit the video on friday. did my econs during the hour break.
good girl right? haha. i was so blur till i returned Jay his notes along with my econs homework. well, BLUR. only realised it when i reached home at night.
so during DVPA, double blurness. made jiaqi and me fall down from the lousy chairs. ahhhh. at least not the whole class was there. only bits were there. haha. i know bits sound funny lahs. shan't go in detail on how i fell. that's embarrassing.
i shan't say how i made jiaqi fell as well. it makes me embarrassed as well. so edited all the way till 5.30pm like that. rushed off for dinner at upper thomson. neighbour's treat. her birthday celebration in advance.
went for perenakan food a.k.a nyonya dishes. well. of all, i think the nyonya chap chye was the nicest. haha. the weirdest or the one which i didn't like the most? ayam buah keluat. i hope i didn't spell wrongly. didn't like that lahs. tasted
so bitter. *refers to the buah keluat and not the ayam* so 6 people, totalled up to around 70. was cheap.
went home and what did i do huh? oh ya. econs lo.


WED, 4 FEB.
had Public Relations (PR) agency visit. the people there were nice! =) way better than the advertising agency which we went. i know i shouldn't be saying it but nvm. so i think i like the life of a PR more lehs. cos' i'm one who can't
sit for long and stand for long. well, in short, i can't stay put at a place for long. hence i think i prefer a non-desk bound job.
so i think i'll focus on PR. why not journalism? well. reason lehs.
when i really decide what i wanna focus in then i tell ok? haha.
since the agency was in somerset, walked down to orchard's kinokuniya after that. =) it felt faster walking and talking. like less than 10 min can reach lo. haha. a long time since i stepped into orchard. well, was it?
around 1 months ago lahs. life's too busy you know. so, discussed IDEAS at coffee club. bought my magazine. =D i'm happy. haha.
went home. rushed like mad for IVP. cos it was due the next day. spent 2 hours rewriting just one paragraph. cos i really don't know how to do it. IVP is argumentative. so i don't know how to argue. i just wish it was as simple as secondary's
zuo wen lahs. so rush and rush = crap. so i don't know what she'll say when she reads it. well. after that, did news writing assignment and IDEAs again.
went off to sleep.

THU, 5 FEB
went to school super tired though i slept quite early already. i'm really very tired over this week. is like everyday, there's an assignment to be handed up. today, was IDEAs. i'm glad WP was postponed to monday. if not, i think i'll cry this
time round. so WP lesson today postponed 1.5 hours later. went thru IDEAs presentation again. i think i like IDEAs the most lahs. haha. cos' it's crap you have to give. =D WP teacher taught us how to upload our project onto the internet and
i uploaded jiaqi's photo. haha. test test only. deleted after that. then discussed on WP. seriously, i hate last minute work but i can't help doing it. then discussed a little. a little new idea came up. gotta discuss again tmr.
went for IDEAs presentation. FUN. and i think after this week, it'll be a little easier for me. hais. i'm gonna quote from xiu wei. next week, 1 have 2 papers. next next week, i have 1 paper. next next next week, i have another paper.
see. it stretches over 3 weeks. but nvm. i shall go crazy for this weekend, especially for GEMs. i attend lesson once in a while but i don't understand. so i shall stress over the weekend doing my webpage and studying for GEMs. i wonder how
i can squeeze the whole module in just 1 day.

okies. that's all.
you asking for friday? It's just THURSDAY today. but i can say. tmr ah? tmr den i blog lor.

No matter how much it will be changed,
no matter how the perfect it looks,
the main point is,
it was once there.

I believe hard work does pay off.
我相信努力一定会有结果。

如果你不曾出现。 如果我们不曾相识。

Even if it's a little tear, you will feel better after it. Now I finally understand why children are the happy lot.

well. i've finally completed my news writing and IVP. both are a total disaster. well, i can't get anything into my head. all i can say is that Chingay originated from penang.
and now, do i have to do FUNE?
however, the stress today is not as much as compared to last time while studying for MST. that was really stressed till i wanted to cry.
So cry when you have any stress. But NW and IVP were not stressful enough for me to cry lahs.