HELLO!
F1 is still the fever now right? congrats to Lewis! =) though he's not the champion, he's still wonderful. =)

anyway, went out with mummy and daddy today. went to Lavender first followed by Bugis. heh. my shopping day. so mummy said "now i finally know why you are always coming to bugis." well, there are many things what. from clothes to shoes to bag to watches. they have almost everything and are so cheap. bought 2 tops, one bag and two pairs of earrings. so mummy just watched me buy. haha. she herself was fascinated by Bugis. so i told her, "so don't ask me why I always have so many things to buy." haha. i'm happy with my loot. heh.

anyway, i remember telling my friends that we can squeeze mrt seats. meaning is 3 people share 2 seats. you know, for those new mrt trains. those lesser seats but bigger seats and wider space to stand ones. once, i shared with jiaqi and deva. haha. so when deva alighted, i moved and each of us had one seat each. the passengers were like looking at us but said nothing. so today, i saw two little boys squeezing together. haha. so i told mummy, "see. can de."


i'm thinking of hair extentions. hehe. asked yihan about it. shall ask mummy friend and consider see see.

oh ya. some things i remember about my work. i was having my sushi dinner one day when deniece suddenly came behind with a black tee, thread and needles and told me, "sew." and she went out. hahaha. ok, sewing when working. it's fun though.

i think supervisor is gonna label me as the best temp staff bullier. haha.

then, i encountered this particular group of China people on my last day of work. i was standing at men's bottoms and looking at this grp of people while they discussed about the shorts. so this man decided to ask me.
"my son, 1.7 tall, a little fat. wear what size?"
so obviously, i need to think about it and I simply have no idea. this man's friend thought i don't understand. so he said, "the head 1.7m."
so i turned to ask Glenn, a philippino.
& they decided to ask Glenn in Chinese! OMG!
so Glenn gave them the blur face. hahhaa.
so i spoke back to them in chinese.
then know what they said? "gao le ban tian. yuan lai ta ting de dong." (oh. so she understands chinese.)

my tian! in which way do i NOT look like chinese nehs? another friend kenna the same person and almost the same thing happened. shan't elaborate.

i want to buy a phone! just a spare one. thought of getting Nokia 7500 Prism. but, no where is selling. The sales person said, "that phone quite old le lehs." another lady told me. "girl ah. take a newer phone lahs. i have many more." so recommend one? haha. a cheap and good one thanks! preferrably, i wun scratch the keypad de lahs.

hello!
the Gemini is indeed fickle minded. i shall explain.
ok. questions on why "today got lesson mehs?"
ok. i got asked a few times. and i think i really give it up.
as i told most people. i think i stand on the streets and wait better.
ok. firstly, i feel bad cos i seem to be making fun of the head booker of cuemodels.
when i went there for the interview, he asked me to take up the modelling course since I have no basic modelling exp. course is $350. ex right? den I say I go home think about it.
his $350 consists of 8 lessons. then, my portfolio will be 100% free plus free 2nd chance of retaking photos if the first round don't turn out nice.

cos i didn't have my money that time. so i was quite sad. you know, you have to give up things bcos of money. it was quite a waste to me at that point of time.

then just after i rejected the person, that night, i checked my email informing me that SP is giving me my scholarship. so, well, sort of money problem solved right?
ok. so i thought it over and decided to ask the person again if he has another chance for me. the guy was kind enough. he said ok.

i was supposed to go down today.
but as I was dressing up, suddenly, i thought if it fails again, how?
i have failed last year and I still feel I can't walk out of it. It has still been living inside me. The previous agency has given me the impression that all modelling agencies look like money grubbers.
so i smsed the person and said i'm not going down.
in the end, i got a scolding from him. well, i guessed i deserved it.
and he asked again if i could go down tomorrow to register. i considered it over and over again. with the $350, i can do lots more. such as buying my clothes and my shoes. i need a new phone also. this one has been badly scratched by me.
i think i'll not go down. as a student, $350 is a great help to my fees.
some said it seems a waste to give it up. some said it's ok. i have more chances in the future.

you can comment. but my decision, i guess, is made.
as mr K said. stop making people convince you.
well, really. no matter how you convince me, whether to go or not go, if i make up my mind, how much difference can it make?

HELLO!
last day of work today. so as i told yulin, i went to work with two plasters. haha. but still need to work lahs. just that action is slower.
finger pain from working. and they had to come off every now and then.
i had mr entertainment today. haha. & it's fun disturbing people. ok. i feel i'm bad. i seem to be sort of bullying the stadium ppl. =P nvm nvm. my last day mahs. &, i'm definitely not 150cm.

bought my everlast jacket! deniece! help you buy also!
thanks to the supervisor of taka for discount.
the minute i reached taka, i went Everlast instead of RSH.
i'm happy with my harvest. hahaha.

shum says i should be a good sakae sushi buffet eater. haha. i have been eating sushi for 3 or 4 days liao. hahhaa. so each time she see me with the white plastic bag, she'll go, "sushi again?" haha. ya ya.
she asked me to buy a pair of vans cos my MIC shoes look old to her. haha. she should have seen my kappa school shoes. those are worse. hmm. other day, i consider first. i might buy converse? i see how lahs. i must think and see which kind of shoes i like. those got picture or no picture. those thick or normal ones. buying shoes aren't that easy.

sister got F1 tickets! good huh? her friend's boss gave them. cos he wants to watch tmr so today's tix all give out.

yesterday was a super uber busy day. i tht will be nothing to do cos everyone go watch F1. instead more ppl lo! sales was 5K plus? right? today was 8k plus! even more circles.
so mr lq and mr k came to find me. but sorry lehs. too busy to talk to you all le, esp mr lq. at least i chatted with mr k. told you come at a good time le right.
thanks mr k for the drink and seeing me home. =)


i think the customers don't like me to stand there and watch them. cos when i'm there, they don't come. when i move away to shoes, they go and mess up my clothes. grrrrh!
when i return, they disappear again. haha. but make me tidy everything again lo! alamak. next time i shall go disturb ppl. yulin, ok? follow me hor. hahaha.

alright. lesson starts tomorrow. but I don't really have the very look forward mood lehs.

lesson from today: try not to sleep during work.

well. full shift today. so can't blame me for being so damn tired luh. i was working yesterday oso. almost full shift.
so today morning i reached. i see no rsh people. so i just stood there with the stone face. super sleepy ok. my legs not that tired liao. just that my eyes and mind are.
tried to sleep during lunch break but failed.
so dinner. i ate my sushi and decided to sleep. i knew i was going to fall asleep liao so i decided to use the boxes instead of my legs. anyway, colleague asked me to sleep oso.
so i slept from 6pm-6.50pm when my break was supposed to end at 6.40pm!
my good colleagues didn't wake me at all.
cliff said he did my shaking my hand but i was too deep in sleep. =/
oops. really that jia lat?
then when i woke up, i was super pai seh lahs. so i immediately go find glenn, let him go for his dinner. oops. so so pai seh.
next time must set alarm.


it's a good thing i'm not working full tmr. if not, i think i can sleep for 2 hours instead of my 1 hr break.
sleep sleep sleep. tmr can work with energy. i can't stand there do nothing. there must be something for me. so i volunteered to rearrange shoe boxes in the morning. haha. too bored you know.

&&&. whoever free on fri and sat come find me lehs! at takashimaya square. i'm super bored.

HELLO!
quick post and off to sleep. full shift tomorrow and i'm working 4 days in a row.
today wasn't that tiring for me though i stood almost full shift.
if i didn't tell yulin, "wo hai mei chi fan lehs." you think shum will let me go makan? hahaah.
then fold clothes. NOT really many shoes. and just stand there tv lo. oh ya, and running after customers luh.

i think yulin can be my manager cum maria. haha.
i seem to be telling her my moves and everything. hahaha. so, you be my roster better right?
no dinner.
ice cream instead. i still believe ice cream is safe. just don't eat that much and you wun grow fat. & who will eat almost 3 or 4 ice creams daily huh? i think siao lahs.

ok. off to sleep liao lahs.

she came to my house after her walk. then she wanted to get out to go home and find her boyfriend. well, perhaps she's not used to my house. so after a long try of squeezing out of the gate, she failed. well, she definitely can't squeeze out.


she decides to rest and stare at the gate.
and give it another try.



Oh my dear pretty little bitch.
i must say, this is not animal torture ok.
i didn't torture this little girl in my house.

HELLO HELLO!
i think i'll be feeling a lil' down these days. yulin and deniece know the reason why.
well, why didn't i check my email earlier then?! perhaps it's meant to be this way. hope that there will be another opportunity though.

met up with camellia to go back SP to collect my cheque. finally, i have a successful bursary application. yup yulin, it's the amount i told you. you'll see me banging the wall soon.
decided to not just go back to collect the cheque. we went to sing at moberly. i really dislike moberly's K lahs. the head stretch all the way up and somemore, one of the mic is like spoilt ok!
i prefer party world or Kbox.
sammy came when we were almost done, along with her little dog. haha.
supposed to sing from 3-4pm. in the end, we sang till 4.30pm. cos the person never come chase us what.

on my way to school today, i saw an air hostess. just standing directly in front of me. so i was of cos looking at her. (DUH!) i aspire to be air hostess, just like cam cam.
her eye shadow is super high up. she applied her blusher to cover a super big part. the make up to me, i can consider OK. but, no lipstick?! lipstick disappeared, i propose.

she's tall though. no need heels at all. with heels, probably she can touch the ceiling if she stands upright. i mean for 3.5" heels luh.
her red nail polish is coming off though. that shall be my next nail colour. well, she's fair. skin is nice. hmmm. but if she really puts on her thick thick makeup, i think that will do. haha.

photos can be fake with all the photoshop and blah blah. all your thick thick make up slap on, this adjustment, that adjustment. this part sharpen. that part thinner, bigger, smaller. but i guess TV and real person can never be fake right?

i still don't associate sexy with pretty. i think they are two different things.
people without makeup but look pretty, i think that's the best. cos natural beauty.

anyway, i was happily announcing to sammy that i shed weight during the hols. from 46++ till 45.5kg. after ice cream treat, i went to 46.3kg.
then, for this whole week, i think, i had stomach flu. self-diagnosed.
i was having diarrhoea for this whole week consecutively. & also occasional unexplained abdominal pain.
then i decided to check for stomach flu symptoms. it's the same. so i self diagnosed.
so after this stomach flu, i'm back to my ideal weight. so, i thank stomach flu?
but the feeling is definitely not good, esp. when i eat something and need to go to toilet after that. argh!
when you are working and the stomach starts churning and you don't know the reason for the pain.

off day for today and tomorrow. i'll just stay home tomorrow. be good girl luh.
will you be back tomorrow? 2309.

hello hello!
legs are aching from all the standing. yulin and deniece will share the same sentiments.
how i wish i can sit down and do sales.
but nvm. as long as i'm posted to apparels area, i can "sit" down. haha. it's a pretty good method. better than shoes lahs. but have to keep folding and folding all over. i'm so glad i have deniece and yulin to chat with. =) & also jasper and cliff. if not, i'll be yawning till my jaw drops.


wah. finally i get a "consolation" for being not tall. haha.
i was asking jasper today how to grow tall. his answer was super simple.
"girls no need so tall lahs."
another consolation. standing at apparels and behind the signage allows me to watch TV and not for jasper! haha. he was like "you can watch huh?" "can ah. why cannot."
so, that's the good point of short? hahaha.

finally, i get my off tomorrow.
after a long consideration, i think i still ain't giving it a try now.
maybe in the future. afterall, money and studies come first. don't they?

i'll be having my dear long and nice sleep tomorrow. =)

and now i remember something.

it was Jolin Tsai's birthday on monday! happy 28th!
then, it was Harry Neo's birthday on 18th! happy 17th, my dear brother!

i hate to admit it but I have to. my zi pai skills are not good.

i have decided to give it a shot afterall.
failure is the mother of success, right?

i believe as long as you give your best, put in the best effort, your effort will be recognised.

HELLO!
blogger doesn't really like me to upload photos. will upload ytd's soon.
started work today. starting to pack goods was still alright but soon after the fair starts, i wanna faint. cos there's simply no customer, well, i mean sales. cos they want the shoe but no size.
it's a good thing i'm having off tomorrow before going back for full day shift.

alrites. many are not really pleased with their GPA but to me, I'm still ok lahs. though the 3.096 is not that VERY GOOD as compared to others but to me, i think it's what i want currently. cos i'm not smart to start with. it's just suddenly in O levels i got my 8 points (5 sub).

well, i had a question from mummy just that day. she asked me what will I be choosing for my GEMs. i told her not sure yet. so she asked again if I really liked this course. cos she feels i'm not really into this course and the job opportunities which it offers doesn't really seem to suit me.
hmm. well, i do have to admit that my real passion is not this course but I still believe that I'll give my best to this course. you don't expect me to u-turn right now, right?

HELLO!
i've counted my nail polishes. total 32 polish, exclude top coat, base coat and nail art pens. 1 day 1 colour? haha.
met up wiyh 4e3 in the evening! almost all of them came. some cmi. but it's ok. i still get to see 3/4 of them. =) we tried making last minute reservations but couldn't. haha. mrs gopala called me at 6.30pm to ask when our dinner was supposed to be 7.30pm. LOl.

thank you mrs gopala! =) we'll visit you some time again.

i need to clear my phone from images soon. it keeps hanging. too heavy with photos huh.
then where am I supposed to store the photos?

alright. start work tomorrow. =) gambate for my $350 to learn how to walk like an animal.

before you look at the pictures, let me say that some are really funny. have uploaded those which we took ytd. =)







when i shoved her away, she started wrestling with me! haha. it's the other way round. she pushed me before i behave like a child shoving her away to make place for their parents. hahahaa.


























alright. met up with deniece today to shop shop and shop. 1st stop was orchard. deniece found her play mag and wrappers while i browsed my nail art book and looked around for my hp strap.
suggested walking to city hall. deniece say no, mrt.
walked around, bought my hp strap and nail polishes. =) my box of nail polishes is gonna explode soon. i'll arrange everything tmr and post the pictures.

started camera session. well, it proves that I duno how to zi pai ok. cos i seldom do that. hence, deniece was the one shooting the most. deniece and me decided to have the innocent face shoot and mine proved the best. haha. dun laugh can liao lahs. so, no longer ah lian? haha. i'm back to good student!
alright.
which fringe is nicer? the front or side?

deniece and I kept laughing due to the ham chim pang laughter. so i was practically laughing after we took our photos till mrt? haha. i cnt really rmb. it was a good thing i stopped on the mrt.
went for dinner and northpoint's swensens.
showed deniece my innocent face again. haha. she said if i tie my hair up, i'll look like sec 1. hahaha. wow, i can finally look young. heh.
then i shall dye my hair back to black.