"Torture numbers, and they'll confess to everything." Gregg Easterbrook.

"torture us, and we'll forget everything."

i do believe that the higher one's educational qualification is, the lower the person's EQ. admit to it luh. even the road sweeper can think of ideas which i can't.

and sometimes, the more he thinks he is clever, he is not.
when he thinks that someone has not come across the idea before, the idea has been thought of eons ago.

it's 1.57am right now and i'm only done copying mmr notes till lecture 10. sighs.

anyway, holidays are approaching!

i'm looking for jobs! events, office, etc, i also want!!

ok. back to waking up 8 hours later and continue mmr-ing.

gambate nehs everyone!

oyasumi nasai~

i'm back to blog again. haha.
i just have people doubting my real height. haha.
actually, i oso dk. i think i'm 158.5cm. but some say i'm 1.6m. but i'll never forget someone who said i'm 1.5m. that was way off. i'll rmb you for life. & i will.

it's good that no one's doubting that i didn't go for botox, plastic surgery etc. hahaha.
but if one day, i can, i think, i might have lots to do to my face.
nose bridge, eyes, jawline. hmm. ok luh. not alot also. haha.

time for bed~

one more paper to go~~

oh. i had a hard time studying for conb this morning. no blocked nose. but there was this scary thing outside my house. picture below.

ok. it's meant to tear down the wall along my corridor to build the lift.
the noise was super unbearable that i had the volume of my mp3 was 17 and even hit 18.
that's the volume which i use when i'm on trains, buses or outside.
now at home i need to use that volume too. wah sighs.

now, my "new" wall! haha
i shall add more photos next round.

on a side note.
my neck looks ugly now. cos the skin is dry. sighs.
the consequence of scratching it when i shouldn't.
now, let me take a short short break. then i shall start on mmr.

i'm in holiday mood. die!

& nothing goes into my head.
yes, shall wake up early tomorrow and start studying.
& i seriously hope at least 70% stays in there. and i know how to answer most of the questions tmr.

i hate allergy luh.
now my neck's itching. ahhhh!!

“就算你用一生来等，都不一定等得到。”

OK. i can finally blog! look at the time luh. 1.14am. blogger. sighs.

anyway, must wish yvonne happy belated bday!

the on time birthday wish is at wretch. haha.

so, on sunday, 2308, met with von at yishun mrt first.

proceeded to woodlands mrt and waited for lan yun and nicole.

walked over to sakura.

stayed there for as long as their buffet lasted.

but, the food ain't as nice as what's featured on tv.

ok, maybe it's the place. but ate till vv full.
warning. many many pictures. and not edited before. so you get to see my rounded face.

desserts are loved!

our still quite neat table. we had more food but never take photo of the food le luh.

the air con seemed to have broken down for them.

ok, von's not abusing her luh.

told you not abusing le right?

candid shot. i like. but lan yun doesn't. haha. the cheesecake was nice to me but maybe not to her luh.

was a camwhore session for me. haha.

i think was their first time seeing me zi pai so many nehs.

i got a collage for nicole! haha. kawaii neh.

and i discovered on that day, she looks a lil mixed when she's sleepy. haha.

and this! created by the not photoshop expert me!

i like her round face luh!

it's cake eating session!

deniece came!

making her 3rd wish~

the present from Four Leaves.

the spoilt lighter. deniece, i never spoil it hor.

of course von gets the bigger piece!

i blend well with the pole.

then it was back to yishun. despite my bloated stomach, i still had 18 chefs for dinner. and the wait was long. food ain't that nice. and you see insects.

the forever hungry/thirsty maria.

ok. that was all for that day. haha. lazy talk luh.

then after dinner, walked around np till 10pm?

went home. for the rest of the photos, i'm still trying to upload to fb but there's a problem too.

had law exam today in a freezing room.

good thing the nice teachers switched the air con off vv fast. if not, i would freeze.

am having a blocked nose now. has turned into a runny nose. sighs.

i hate falling sick during exams.

have to wake up early tmr to study for conb. as to how early, i determine it.

so 12 lectures in one day. i think i can do it luh.

good night!

or good morning?

oh my god.

blogger enjoys working at the strangest hours of the day. look at the time now. 1.55am.
wonder why it doesn't work before 12mn huh???

didn't blog for those days because blogger got damn problem luh. don't expect me to stay up till 2am just to blog right?
not exactly didn't blog. blogging at wretch.
have to study study study. 3 more papers. law, conb and mmr.
i must study conb. but i am like focusing a lot on law lehs. shit.

anyway. took a break from books today. went out at around 12 and shopped at orchard till 8plus. haha. it's really good shopping. family day out. =)
uni qlo is not bad luh. i love my new jacket. heh.
as for ION, the first time u go in will be, wah... nice.
then you walk another round. ehh. ok lorrrr.
that's my feeling luh.
hard to please? maybe.

now i must think of a way to find my phone in the dark. needa wake up early tmr.
ahhhhhhhh.
ok. back to doing what i was doing. i shan't say what. =)

oooh. and what does habenyin mean?
happening = ha ben ying.
but my name is YIN so ha ben yin lor.

nights!
& my cough is still here.

i still believe that all of us are born actors. it just depends on how well you portray your role.

it's either you portray it well or you suck at it.

Just when i thought i could sleep the day away for tomorrow, I remembered something. Doctor closes at noon and I have to buy my medication. So it means, I have to wake up at 10 again. sighs.

thought i might lose some weight when i am sick but, hah. gained instead. saddening. cos' there's simply nothing for me to do at home except eating and sleeping. maybe with the cough now, it might help me lose weight luh.
i feel like i'm some old people. cos' i cough every now and then.

i'm happy to say that finally, i studied for om today. ok, maybe not really study. at least i read the notes.

that's all.
i hope my mood gets a little better next week.

Tell me, how will you feel if this were to happen to you?
You are really sick but you still do ur work. you used at least 5 hours to do your part of the project, you send it over. When it comes back, it’s no longer your work. Everything you did was deleted. Completely and totally. No reason was given as to why it was changed. And there the new piece of work is staring at your face and “do research” comes to you. It’s not that I’m trying to push all my work to my team mates. Not that I don’t want to do.

You think you not free means I very free huh?
You busy with things means I not busy mehs?
You think I’ll be that guai and do whatever you want me to? Happy waiting.

Seriously, there's something very wrong with blogger. =(
it can only work at night. strange huh? well who cares, as long as it works.
anyway, i can finally blog about the filming on monday!


yeah, after long postponing of the filming, it was finally carried out. =) yay yay!
so we met at xiu's house (do i really haf to repeat everything? can check wretch? haha)
photos will speak!

and yeah, this was the person who filled my camera with his face. hahaha. but, nice mr. genie of the day! =))

it was also after the filming that i fell sick. cough came first while halfway through the filming.

when everything ended, went for LJS at JP. then went to xiu's house. slight sorethroat came. trained home with jiaqi. sorethroat really came along with slight headache.

at night while packing my bag for the next day, sorethroat, headache and cough was all present. OMG.

so i went to sleep thinking perhaps it was a tiring day.

woke up next day. strangely, i was trying to laze in bed, convincing myself that i have a fever. idk why i wanted to have fever. woke up, washed up, took temperature. 38.2. wow. and i remember that was a warm morning but i told my mum, "i'm cold." then i went back to sleep.

i thought i slept for a long time but i didn't. it was less than an hour. i kept waking up and going back into my slumber.

anyway, i'm JUST SUSPECTED TO HAVE H1N1! it's NOT confirmed. i seriously hope it's not h1n1.

still the same, i have to stay home for a week. face my laptop and books along with the 4 walls. seriously lahs, if i don't go online, what can i do?

oh, my fever didn't return. that's good.

headache went off. another good thing.

but something i still have the weird feeling that i'm floating.

slight cough still around. i'm trying hard not to cough thanks to my throat.
my throat hurts like nothing else. i never had this bad sorethroat before ok. for normal sorethroats, you will still be able to talk right? just that it'll be a little pain.

for me, right now, it is, even swallowing of saliva is super pain let alone talk. so i shall zip my mouth till this pain goes off. so, try not to call me on my hp. sms me. or else msn me. cos' it's really difficult for me to talk to you. i'll just go, "ahhh. mmm. uh-huh." anything else more than that, it's really taking my life.

how's the feeling like? seems like my throat is peeling off layer by layer. it's that feeling lahs. when i talk, something is piercing my throat. so be kind, SMS me!

i'd rather have fever than this dumb sorethroat luh. it's really hurting.

so what should you do when you're quarantined at home apart from surfing the net and studying?

answer: eat lor. yeah. i'm munching things. maybe that's why my throat is getting worse.

but i seriously feel like crying. but this pain is really PAIN lahs.

i think i shall go off to sleep instead. maybe it won't be that bad. dumb throat.

read my wretch blog.

www.wretch.cc/blog/yinqing

a long day it was.

firstly, i woke up at 7.50am to get ready. washed up, tied hair, changed, make up, ate breakfast. was getting ready to step out of the house and i checked my phone. lesson was cancelled. ahhhh. why didn't i check my phone earlier? then i could sleep in. i'm still vv tired tired.

so, played tetris friends. went to have breakfast at the market with my thick makeup. (somehow, i still duno how to make up thick. it looks cakey)
people must be thinking, "this girl siao or what? market oso makeup."
it's ok. cos' i've been shoot "siao" for a few days. sadded.
went to paya lebar to settle some stuff. yes, settled. thanks to jq for accompanying me. =)

went to city hall for mmr.
walked around and found empty seats with plugs. =)
i really did my work till i discovered i didn't have to do till so detailed. sighs

carried the fujitsu from city hall to bugis. found our props for dma.
thanks to maria for keeping the laptops for us while we searched.
trained home with maria. seriously, 45min ain't enuf for me to bitch about people. i need more. see what a great impact you have in my life?
xiu gave a top 15. i have the top 16.

am vv tired now. i really want to recharge.
i really can't understand why you have to doubt people. how would you feel if it were you?
forget it. i don't want to say already. i can't imagine that smirk on your face. and i don't want to imagine it lest i can't sleep later.

i asked jiaqi today, "is it because my mood wasn't good these days or what?"
i got the answer.

i feel like changing my nail colour. pink doesn't suit my mood. red suits better.
i feel like doing a navel piercing.

korean boys are faved. =)

after i finished blogging at wretch, this thing works. ahhhh.

"我不知道为了生活才每天工作 还是为了工作而生活."

In the midst of busy-ing and rushing, are we really working towards our goals? Or are we just busy-ing for the sake of busy-ing? What do we really get at the end of the day? Are results really what we want? Or is it the process? Or is it simply a D for all my modules?

I don’t really have anything to blog. But I just want to blog. Some CAs are done. Is that good? I don’t know.

Let me take a break for a few hours before I start busy-ing again.
Tomorrow:
Lesson at 10.30am. ends at 12 I think. venue: katong
Rush down to paya lebar after that to ‘beg’ people to print the badges for CGT.
MMR from 1.30 pm onwards. Venue: city hall.

On top of that, we still need to buy props for DMA. That reminds me. I’m not done with the pictures part. Sighs.

When one event is not yet complete, another comes in. the current one which we’re doing is a total disaster. Seriously, I feel like shutting myself out from everything.

Say that we’re stress? I think it isn’t that word.

Last term, I was really stressed. I could feel the stress on me. I mean, really, that feeling. But right now, I tell myself I should start feeling the pressure. But I feel nothing.
Have I come to terms with things? Or am I just too used to it? Or have I given up hope?

If you’re asking what the Chinese sentence means, it means, “I don’t know if I am working for the sake of living or am I living for the sake of work.”

How apt.I don't need a person who knows me well to be by my side. I just need a person who is willing to stay by my side.

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for those who want to read my wretch blog but have no idea what is the URL, it is at my links.

http://wretch.cc/blog/yinqing

I LET YOU READ.

WRETCH WRETCH!

ok. check wretch.

error error ERROR!
when will blogger stop having this error thing?

i shall just post.
oh yes, apart from being nice, stubborn, crazy, shy and fickle-minded, i can also be mean. if you want me to. =)

ah sighs.

dun want say anything much.

oh yes. for those who know what happened, shhhhh about it in class ok?
if not i will really need stay 10m away.
for those who don't know, continue staying ignorant. it's ok. =))

Do you really think that you can believe 100% of what a person says?

Finally, after almost half a year, I watched the DVD of D A mouth CD, wan ka. yeah, got the print screen from the DVD. I think this scene's very nice. =)

Personally, i somehow love night shots more than day. I don't know why. But somehow the feel is there.

Did feature writing this afternoon. yes, finally. am left with LSC. i can't think how to draft a contract.

am sadded for my phone ok. i scratched it while trying to replace the jewels. AHHHH!

then, for each jewel that fell off, i replaced it. then the other side came off. sighs.

tried polishing my nails with 2 different colours but failed terribly. maybe because the venue is different. shall make it red then. easier for me.

ok. end post. bye!

i'm off to see jolin's pictures. =)

HELLO!
finally, blogger's back to normal. i shall start with today first before we take a walk in what happened this week.
lesson was cancelled this morning! yeah yeah! ok, not yay-ing because teacher's sick. yay-ing because i could sleep. i was really very very tired. But i never tou lan ok! I trained yesterday till blisters came out on my toes. really, i trained. but think i should train harder.
almost sprained my ankle while doing turns. so i should really practice more.

slept all the way till near 12 noon. woke up. lunch. then went home. changed and went to find things. had a hard time getting them. couldn't find. really walked for almost 2 hours before i found. thanks to sister for accompanying me! cos she was home just when i wanted to go out. haha.
and someone had to freak me out today. seriously lahs, next time people when you call, say who you are first can? if not, i will really hang up on you regardless who you are.
oh well, usually, i dun pick up calls of people whom i don't know. so mayb you might want consider sms-ing me.

bought myself some things today. yeah, AGAIN!

took my passport size photo. sighs. even self take machines can't give me a satisfied one. AHHH!

let's take a walk through this week.
monday: shit. i cnt rmb
tuesday: went for harry potter. details at wretch.
wednesday: GEMs lesson. ended super early. met for CGT. went home.
Thursday: filming for DMA. not fun. something scary took place. and i forsee we'll freak out on next shooting day. went home. bathed. changed. went to xiu's for stayover.
Friday: breakfast as mac. had cappucino! haha. it's nice. coffee 2 days straight. went to school for lecture. then killed 2 hours in library. OM-ed. home.
saturday: read above.
sunday: it's still 1237.

my new love! haha. as jiaqi said, it's almost the same as what i like what.
meet caramel macchiato. =)
coffee at night doesn't work for me. had it at 10 plus. sleepy at 1 plus.

saw him at xiu's house! haha. but i still think i want bring yihan's toilet door home. haha.

these were the flowers that i took home from the photoshoot which i assisted last sat. wanted to make them dry flowers but they became flat and smelled. so threw them away.

photos taken while killing 2 hours. and before blog shopping started. haha

“她永远都会做，她原来做不到的事情。”