HELLO!
new year's eve.
it has the feeling of it's CNY eve instead. haha. looks like i can't wait for CNY to arrive.
i want my new year clothes. my bag. and what else? i'm stuck.

last day of 2008. so i must turn back to my resolutions and see what i've done. i hope at least a few. then i can set for 2009.
cam asked what i want for my bday next year. haha. it's like [only] 6 more months from now.
so know what's my answer?
YU WEN LE.
hahaha. can't take EDC. he's taken. and i wun take Jolin.
so YWL. =)
hahahaa.
and my 6 digit diamond ring ok?

alrights. i just found out. i didn't set any resolutions for this year. hahaha.
ok. while reading my journals, i found out some things.
i think i still miss 2007 the most.
some things which took place and i forgot they did. (was running away)


so... let's do a little of rewinding.
in year 2008.
the work year at suntec city mall. i finally understood singaporeans and i shan't be like most
of them. had a dumb exec. o level results returned. my scary dream of L1R5 17 points didn't come true. whew~
L1R5 11 points arrived instead. =D
chose SP. i oso duno why. i didn't have much time deciding my course and i had many in mind.
so i just PICKED one.
school started. nice classmates. well. not all though.
hanging out with secondary friends quite often.
with a bomb dropped on me for two times in a year.
PS-ed the modelling agency for 2 times and ignored them till recently.
worked as sales with 2 dear friends. the first time i found money earning tough. and working fun! :)
first time with so many projs due at one go. (poly luhh..)



so for 2009...
i hope i can turn up for GEMs more often.
I don't want to complete my homework at the 11th hour.
i want to have more patience and perseverence.
I want to be more decisive.
I want to carry out what I've promised.
I hope to remember friends' bday and at least send a sms to them (at least there's sincerity)
let's hope the economy gets better.
and everyone stays healthy!
i must take more photos! ( i know this sounds funny but i really have very few pictures of myself)

ok. i think that's all i can come up with.
i still have my 2005 journal. i wondeer if my 2004 is still lying around. haha.
feel like throwing them. but again, don't feel like.


&&&. ah gong said i look better with short hair! haha.
i soooo feel like getting my butt to sit on the salon's chair and have it dyed, rebonded, highlighted.
but i must control. cos... i must save my money. the most, i DIY dye my own hair lahs.
but, how do i do with the extensions on? haha.
alrites. off to writing in journal. bye!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY 2009!
alrights.

HELLO!
school today. shan't say much. noticed that many had their hair changed. haha.
looks like brown is the faved colour.
mine shall remain as it is for the time being.
i'm not done with WP. shall chiong later!!!
la la la.
had a dream again.
really. i can't seem to differenciate dreams and reality. looks like i must be off my my laptop 1 hour before bed. so i better chiong to do WP now!

若想念知会让自己辛苦，那么我们为何要折磨自己呢？

HELLO!
met up with lanyun and yulin this morning. glad that lanyun said to meet a later time cos i was still sleeping when she smsed me.
accompanied nicole's mummy to buy clothes for nicole. what a good life nicole has.
yulin and i had a nice time thinking back of our childhood. haha. shhhh. it's a secret between lanyun, you and me. =D
lunched together. good-byed with lanyun and down to orchard.

went from one shopping centre to another. super tired but, heh, not futile! i finally bought my shoes! wah hahaha. from everlast to converse to levis and finally, back to CONVERSE! =)
i'm happy!!
thanks yulin! (you-ling) hahha.
and she also bought her shoes. now she has to pray they don't grow bigger. heh.
spotted my clothe but didn't buy. cos i'm still looking for another colour.
i'm surprised that adidas has a hooded jacket! wah ha! nice!
but i'm looking for red.

i want a new bag. ok, a go out bag. but can't find a suitable one.
new year is approaching! =)
and holidays end tomorrow. tomorrow is the last day.
so.... today must do WP lor......

HELLO!
one happy thing, i'm like finally 160cm! haha.
ok lahs. we all know it's not real. cos i'm still stuck at 158cm. =(
went jiaqi house for IVP. measured my height there. haha. cam and i both grew by 2cm!
den deva said, "not accurate. see. not even 15cm." and we all look at the floor. so, we're still 158cm. hahaha.
alrights. xiu xiu! this is for you!
xiu called to say, let today be a gathering since she's not here to discuss. and i tell you.
it was really a gathering! heh. we didn't do anything else except to open the file you sent.
haha. so we're still at square one. don't fall from your chair kay?

so... deva had a new hair! it's nice. and ex. OMG!
shan't mention the price. haha. it's really nice. next time, i shall rob deva. haha. jkjk. not gonna rob a nice friend.

spent days trying to complete WP but to no avail.
however, in just one hour, i did GEMs report. =.=''' what's wrong with me?
nvm. i shall get to WP soon.
it's headache.

tried sending yulin my webpage to see. but dumb MSN. hais. kept synchronising my songs instead of the files which i want to.
turned out that yulin didn't delete the old files. haha. after she deleted, it was still a problem.
but now, the files are happily synchronising! yeah yeah!

i'm glad i still have a chance. =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS

x'mas day! didn't celebrate it. went to sembawang shopping centre and was glad to see Daiso there. haha. got my nails and rhinestones. like finally!! wah haha.
but the nails were... hmmm. couldn't really fit lehs. so forget it. they shall be used for my testing then.
so. my sis was continuously asking about mahjong today. i shouldn't have told her that i know. though i know a little. i shouldn't have told her i know. why? cos she was bugging my parents and me for the whole day. grrr.
nvm. i shall be a nice sister and teach you all i know.
so she was unhappy that she couldn't find a MJ set till my dad bought one for her.
good life huh?
eh.. i want a phone too. can? haha.
was back admiring the W980 again. the price is lower now. heh. so many people are like using it lahs. but i admire hmm. i didn't really want to buy it. haha. but it looks nicer now.
i'm going crazy over WP. can use meez to create logo right? can lahs i think.
ok. set. use meez. i'm like talking to myself. haha.
went around tagging practically everyone's blog to wish they merry x'mas.
but soon, i lost the patience. so, sorry to those whom i didn't tag. but merry x'mas too! =)
ok. bye!

& A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

"忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口"

HELLO!
merry merry x'mas! =) double merry for all of you!
x'mas eve. how was it? hmm. sat at home, ate sushi and many more while watching tv.
i had a shock when my mum asked, "u want vodka?" like HUH?
ok. so i decided to try this one again. this tastes better than the raspberry.
but hor. i think i'm allergic to THIS ONE. yup, this one only!
cos i felt a little itch. i didn't finish the whole bottle. good thing.
if not i'll be itching for days again.

wanted to do my WP tonight.
however, i was too motivated to watch my movie! haha. off to watch red cliff so that i can watch part 2. this time die oso want watch.
i have a few things to buy like, clothes, wallet, bag, watch. they are the basics first.
and i finally succeeded in psycho-ing my mum to let me buy the 4 inch heels!
woo hoo!
they cost $35 i think. wah hahahaha. i'm so happy.
but haven buy. cos saving up first. so how much must i save? i duno.
and when must i save them? eh. ASAP? best is clothes and my converse shoes before new year.
the rest maybe after new year still ok. i'm looking forward to my 4 inch!! hehe.
i hope they'll still be there when i wanna buy.
ok. done.
off to watch movie.
bye!
merry xmas!!

I'm getting motivated to complete all the projects!
source of motivation? well, datelines.
so, need to start on WP. and i think mine will be simple. =) but i do hope the marks won't be that plain. haha.

after a long time, i'm still thinking which fringe is nicer. the side or bangs?
bangs make my face look smaller.
I'm more used to sides but the face looks bigger.
decision.

how dumb can people get?
very.
why?
cos when you spell something out so clearly for them, they still can't get you. understand?
& cos we tend to regret after something has happened.

I'm here again! as usual, i'm fast in posting photos. haha. chose some to upload here. the rest are on facebook. i hope the link works. if it doesn't, too bad! hahaha. ok lahs. ask me for them.

venue: The Cafe Cartel at Raffles City
Time: meet 12.30pm at yishun platform.




was showing the 10% discount before making payment. haha.

deniece busy calculating price.
sherry and ligeng too.
total.
and yulin's super hungry. haha.
toilet oso photo shoot. the setting is nice. red and black!
yulin!
sherry, deniece and yvonne!
ligeng, sherry, me and yulin!
angels!
xmas tree! =)

ok. that's for today. =) my smile looks funny. haha. i duno why too. maybe when i learn how to smile better, it will look nicer. heh.
i told sammy i think i need a nose job. haha. cos my nose's flat. ok, maybe not that flat. slightly. von said pinch it daily. hahahaa. shall try.
and my face's a little big.
sammy: "girls."
haha. yeah. forever not happy about everything.

tired.
after this year, i need to lose weight. first resolution. lose the fats on the tummy. =)
yea, i hate the tummy part only.
and one thing i learnt today, never wear those body hugging clothes when you eat lots. mine's not really body hugging but tummy's slightly showing. next time, baggy clothes.
spent quite a long time at TCC. crapped lots. continued about my $350 with them. haha. sorry ah. i still feel sad over it. and i think i'm still dumb for that $350. hais.
shan't mention the other name. can't say on blogs.

last week of holidays! and it means last week to complete all the work!
i wanna go out. but must choose day.

mood's getting slightly better. at least i was better today. haha. and deniece said bcos' i saw her. LOl. maybe. cos i kept talking to you on the train. hahaha.

saw twin!
and i saw a Dalmatian!
i hate lizards. and i saw one in the toilet. grrr!

read up the horoscope book to see what is in stall for me tomorrow.
and i saw this: "再忍耐一下，事情终会圆满解决的。“
does it spell bad?
shall read up 2009 soon. =)

like deniece said, she doesn't really like people depending on her. well, to me, as much as I like to depend on people, i don't really like others to depend on me. why? i don't know. there's no answer can! but sometimes, it's really irritating to hear people go, "anything lahs. you decide lahs. oso not I buy." but, if it concerns you, can you really say anything? cos it really affects everything.

HELLO!
while waiting for sammy to be back for discussion, i shall blog first.
so, i'm happy. i found a discount card for my converse shoe. haha. i'm thinking of getting them instead. you can't imagine how happy i was. *jumps up and down*
so, i need not wait for yulin in order to get my discount. hehe. well, unless taka card has greater than 10% lahs. so tell me if it's more than 10% hor.

ok. was happy this morning. i had the most LOL dream.
ok. i want a new phone and i got the dream.
i dreamt i was using this monoblock phone. and still quite happily pressing lahs till mummy came in and asked "want eat breakfast?"
haha. first time i think, i woke up and answered her. not those huh. mmm. ah. i was like eat what. oh. dun want. den she packed for me.
ok back to main.
the phone is HELLO KITTY one! is like so LOL. and after mummy woke me, i could still tell myself, "kay i want continue my hello kitty phone dream." and i really did!
like so LOL lahs. of all phones, a hello kitty! hahaha. but ain't gonna buy unless it's really good. haha. i still can't trust such phones.

finally, i got my fingers working on my individual webpage. i had the idea planned nicely.
i started doing and started scratching my head. cos i don't know how to do. haha.
so in the end, nothing's done. cos i really duno how to use dreamweaver. it's like, like this cannot, like that cannot. so i was quite stuck. stared at the computer, looked for inspirations but got nothing at all. so, forget it. shall start only when a new idea flows in.
so skin making isn't that easy afterall.

sammy's still not done.
i shall search for phones then. no hello kitty pls!

HELLO!
i think i shall turn to pd when i'm unhappy with people or upset about things that i don't want to let others know. unless i really want to make it know, then it shall be blogged.
typing hardly always seems easier than writing with anger.

anyway, passed deniece the camera. better don't let it come to any harm.
and don't lose anything. if not, you replace one camera for me. haha.
chatted with her. saw jiahui. couldn't recognise her at first. haha.
chatted with deniece for quite some time.
bought my mag. went home. left house. posted my letter. went home. rotted.

i'm so bored! Singapore really has nothing more for me to do lahs! like got no more place to shop.
you keep visiting the same old places. hais. when you browse everything, you see the exact same things. that applies for blogshops too. hais. boredom at home. i simply have nothing to do.
but i don't feel like going out. cos it's boring too. everywhere's the same.
so i guess i got my reason as to why i want to find a job. hahahhaa.

home is boring. must find something for me to do.
ok lahs. not really nothing to do. i can clear my table, tidy my cupboard, clean my room and many more. and, i'm not done with my projects. so i complain that i'm bored. truth is, i'm lazy to complete what i'm supposed to. hmm so ya.

anyway, i'm happy. why?
cos i sort of managed to fool my cousin with my photoshoped photo! hahahaa. she was like, wow. u become so pretty liao huh. haha. so it's the power of photoshop. =)
i so love photoshop.
can make from ugly to girl on street.
girl on street to girl next door.
girl next door to princess.
princess to queen.
the queen to diva.
power nehs.

i'm STILL bored.
i want x'mas pressies!
money can?

HELLO!
i was telling myself, "don't care. tonight 11pm must hit the sack." but i'm still here at 11.41pm. haha.
anyway. am really tired. like busy for 3 days straight already. =/
proj meeting today. was super tired esp. after lunch. but after awhile, was laughing with them.
nice group members. hahaha.

while train-ing to school, i thought i saw someone. haha. but i think i saw the wrong person lahs. can't be so accurate and my eyes can't be that sharp. haha.

i have such the sudden urge to work part time. haha. not f&b though. i want sales.
i feel like working just to kill time lahs. ok, i sound like old people. the money wise, hmmm, not really a big problem. i just suddenly feel like working. heh. best is don't work with those people i don't like lahs.

hmm. okay, i regret using epoxy glue to bling my camera. hais. when i removed the stars, the paint of the camera came off. =( ahhh!
ok fine. so bo bian lo, bling it back. hais.
but not with epoxy glue. with craft glue this time. =) it's better. more gentle.

wah hahah. i think whoever looks at my nails now will surely get brightness is their eyes. hahaha. ok, maybe not that bad lahs.

i want lots of things for christmas.
- blings! this time for nails.
- a suitable top.
- someone to bring me to HK!
i can't really remember what else. haha. but, i will not mind if money is given to me in substitute. LOL.

如果真得忘记了就算了吧，
不要让大家都不开心。
就算你真地找到又这么样？
意义已经不在了。
如果注定是我的，我根本就不用寻找。
if it was really forgotten, so be it.
so what if you can really find it?
the meaning is gone. everyone is left unhappy.
if it was really meant to be mine, i need not search for it.

HELLO!
sherry seems to be hinting that she wants her name to appear on my blog. haha.
ok. i shall be a good angel then.


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SHERRY TAN LEE YEE!
you're finally 17! =))

ok. back to filming today AGAIN.
shots were still not that ideal. sometimes i find it hard trying to express what you have on your mind. haha. the words just don't come out right. hence, message doesn't really get through.
anw. hais. sometimes, we really can't get what we want lahs. why can't what we imagine to be appear?
why can't what our eyes see be what is captured on the camera?
hais. ok ok. better don't get emotional. i don't intend to make my blog an emo blog.
so... we're thinking to reshoot. but i hope not the whole thing. it's really a little waste.
not only the actors' time and effort. but everyone's else. i do hope some parts can be used.
and i better don't lose the tapes.

ok. while waiting for the falling leaves shot. i was tired from all the leaves picking. and i'm scared of red bridge now. i duno why.
so i sat down there waiting for sammy and hannie.
hence, jiaqi and I started to take photos with the nice wind. =)
it's really nice. hehe.

a photo of my G production members when i'm all the way high up alone on red bridge. they look so tiny!

falling leaves. u can spot 2 if u look closely.






haha. last pic was meant to just be for fun. after it was taken, i told jiaqi. like xiang qing lang photo lehs! hahaha.
my nose doesn't look as flat as i think of it to be. hahaha.


if it's fated, no matter how far, you will still meet. if it's not fated, even if you are just a metre away, you will never meet.

went down to orchard today after filming.
was still searching for my top. i'm still searching.
wanted to try the shoe. but it's for guys. so don't have my size lo. hais. feet small. nvm nvm.
feet small good thing.
walked round and round. couldn't get what i want. hais.

next.
letter read out yes 933! if ivy doesn't read again, i will really WAHHHHH.
ok. i recorded the message. but, how do i upload it? it's in WAV format. haha.

need return back to school again tomorrow. project again.
3 days straight. school. how boring.
this week = project week.

i so hate my dumb keypad. really have difficulty pressing it.
can i have a new phone please?

ok, hungry. bye.

HELLO!
let me start with something light hearted first before i start spitting.
ok. filming today.
our equipment. they look little. but they are not and they aren't light.

hence, The G Productions, along with the equipment, we present our film!
ok. no photos of the story.
ok. our "ghost" of the day, mr daryl.




after all the make up by hannie, eugene, sammy, jiaqi and me, we present...


DARYL the ghost!


TA-DA!


and a vain one.
anyway. i' m really afraid of getting a nightmare after today. haha

anw. filming was nice. though we had hiccups. we didn't really have unhappiness. a little discussion here and there. and we can decide on things.
why? cos i have nice group members. =)
and co-operative actors, mesiah and daryl.
and nice helpers, yusuf and eugene.
thanks all!
great big arigatou!

ok. now for my spitting.
KNOW WHAT?
this is not part.
arrived at 9 plus. hannie, air plane met with turbulence you know. haha.
reached studio. equipment not ready for us to check out yet. nvm. not pressed for time. slowly slowly. we chatted. about everything!
this is the part.
someone mentioned this person whom she knows.
den all of us had a common feeling towards this person. though i was tired, i'll never forget what i told everyone. i know i might sound bad. but really. it's not only representing someone. it also represents my feelings at times.

SMACK YOUR FACE.

ok done for part 1.

for part 2.
hannie asked us how we spent our week.
everyone shared.
SMACK THIS PERSON TOO.
i know you will be reading.
yes, YOU! smack you!
if you're not. can the good friend of this person please tell my intended audience?
thanks! i really appreciate it lots.
REALLY. A LOT AND A LOT OF APRRECIATION.
and i don't need others to help me with it.
thank you.
"yes. i feel like smacking your face and never let you appear. but i know i can't. yes, might be i don't dare. and also, this friendship, i can't say i dun really treasure it. i treasure everything. question is, do you? if i really fire at you, i think not only you and me will be affected, all those around us will be, esp the sandwich filling(s). i don't really want a repetition of what happened on me years ago. i know it's not a good feeling."

ok. that's all i have to say.
it's tiring to go on and on when the person just doesn't get it.
GET IT?
for people who are interested in knowing or you think i'm being mean, you can ask me or scold me. my tagboard or msn. i'm really whatever. if i want to tell you, i'll. if not, you can stop asking. note: not telling you doesn't necessarily mean it is related to you. however, if you want to infer, i can't do anything. it's your brain.
last thing.
CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE EVERYONE A BREAK?

i seriously don't know what to post.
ranted today. let if off my chest again. did felt slightly better but not totally.
你真田告诉别人，“你们不了解我。“ 那么请问，你又了解我吗？

anyway. didn't find my shoes. after some time, i felt everlast is not for me.
and somehow i start to like Levis. told von. von said to bring me to queensway other time. yeah!


to some, it doesn't matter. to me, it does at times. but sometimes when the importance has passed and though i remember, really. it no longer has any significance.
你累了。我也累了。

i really don't know to say or not.
i feel like saying it really out loud. but, i think that might hit you badly.
if i say it but not to your face, i know you will still get it. but will you know i'm referring to you?
i still think i should get it off my chest.
wow. thanks ah. REALLY thanks ah. but it doesn't really matter NOW.

it's just a few months down.
and also, yes, that's the amount of months that have passed. maybe you should wait for another 1 year. or should i say 10 years?
really. i'm sick and tired of you keep saying things that you want others to do that you yourself won't. aren't you tired of it?
I SERIOUSLY AM.

ok. for something nicer.
have dedicated a song for my dearest angel, Sherry Tan! the message will be broadcasted on tuesday, 16th december 2008. time? from 10.15pm-10.30pm. tune in to yes 93.3!
and... my dear "jiemei".. EUGENE!
you will hear your name too. cos it's partly dedicated to you. haha.

ok. good nights.
i'm seriously tired.
shooting tomorrow.
hope eveything goes well.
and it better don't rain plus please be a cloudy day.

有些话不必说得太清楚。说了之后，受到最大伤害的就是你和我。
it's better to know it yourself rather than asking someone to spell it out.
那只会让你更加难受。


sometimes, i really wonder what's the purpose of a blog?
to let others know about your personal life?
to let someone know how you feel?
or just to rant?

if one says to let others know about what's happening in my life, then what's personal life? what's personal about it? if you say blog in a way that people can't really understand, what's the purpose of blogging it out then?

if it is to let someone know how you feel, does the person really know you're talking about him/her? if he/she reads and doesn't know you're referring to them, what's the purpose then?

if it's just to rant, don't forget. it's open to the world. whatever you rant about this particular person, your unhappiness or whatsoever, there are people whom you don't know are reading.

Contradictions - Life's full of it.

will you mind shooing off for just once?
or maybe. shoo off and never appear.

after a serious super duper long wait. i finally received them!
wa hahaha.
i finally received my blings! said to be 144. i didn't count. if not, i'll be seeing stars. the 144 looks little. nvm. at least they arrived and they're ex. took some out and pasted on my phone with epoxy glue. one thing about epoxy glue. though it is better quality, meaning the studs stay on longer, they have a rough texture and doesn't really look that nice when the glue dries.
well. should i bling my MP3? haha. but all of them are the same colour lehs. how about going to arab street again? maybe i should go and see the prices.

finished watching The Four.
after watching. i think. i seriously think. RON's SO HANDSOME IN THE SHOW!
haha. his role as leng ling hei suits him alot! haha.

next next.
signed into nuffnang and saw my visitors. and, i really couldn't believe what i saw. simply googling "hey gorgeous auditions" can show my blog.
the next one is even more unbelievable.
Google "bus to mediacorp" and my blog is shown too. LOL LOL.
in addition, people do click on my blog. *falls from chair*
hahaha.
channel u didn't get top 18. they searched for top 14 instead.

ok.
met up with IHRP group for project. study room gets colder and colder as we did our project.
we booked the room over and over again. from 11 plus till 5plus. wow.
and and and. we're still not done. haha. we really did our work ok. didn't crap much.

finally i worked on sammy's script. i hope it's ok. =)
monday back to school again for shooting!
let's pray everything goes well. i don't want to reshoot anything. i just want to do editing.

right now. i don't know what to wear for the wedding. i feel like wearing jeans lehs.
but mummy says not nice. hais. headache lahs. the dress if i buy, it's not really that worth though i REALLY like it. cos it's not really for all occasions. actually, as i think. slippers with that dress when i go out, should be ok oso lehs. hehehe.
shall consider then. consider more more.
i'm not gonna buy flats just for that dress. flats hurt.

ONE MORE THING!
weeee! my webcam is OK! it's actually ok. wasn't damaged for spoilt. just that the previous technician forgot to install it back. =.=''' and you made me web cam-less for how many months?!

难道我没给过自己机会吗?
我给过了.失败过,也灰心过.我很努力的站起来.
但是,你又给过我机会吗？你只是一次又一次地给我希望。
给了之后，你又让我失望。之后，你又让我觉得有希望。希望后，
你就把我重重地摔下来！你还敢说是我没给我自己机会吗？

HELLO!

my phone's keypad looks brand new now. =)

even the usage feels new lahs. why? cos the guy changed it and it became not easy to use. the keypad feels out of place. but nvm, at least i have a new keypad. i shall change phone next year.

i will i will.

went for a hair cut. already short hair has become shorter. mummy says i look weird with that hair. haha. she said looks like a little child. but height and face don't suit that age range lahs.

know who do i think my hair resembles now?

watch Little Nyonya tonight. i feel it looks like Joanne Peh's hair in the show.

now i need a cap to hide the hair. hais. yihan! if you're in taiwan and can hear me, get me a cap! haha.

photo not really well taken. but you can tell i have short hair lahs.

back to ptojects week! they are never ending. was watching The Four for the previous days and i'm still watching! the show is nice and a little funny! haha. i'm still liking olden shows (meaning gu zhuang) and mysterious shows.

off to watch my show and then projects!

x'mas is arriving. i'm still thinking what to give as presents.

HELLO!
jiaqi, these pictures look so much better than the one you have on your blog lahs!
alrights. LAST DAY! yeah yeah yeah! =))
i feel that the act fierce pictures are as if we're really having our photo shoot (refers to posture).


i want to watch Bolt!
i want to watch Witness!
i want to buy my shoes!
i want to buy my clothe!
i want to do my apples!
i want to sing k!

la la la.

ok lahs. nothing much to blog.
the choosing of English name has been for some time.
from Corina to jessica and many many more. there was ashley, ashlyn, zann, jeannette etc.
ok decided.
ASHLEY!
know why not ashlyn? cos i don't want it to have the same fate as my current name. haha.
spelling wrongly and pronouncing wrongly. having my real name pronounced wrongly is bad enough. the added name need not be spelt wrong too. haha.

ok. collect jacket later!
see if the polish stain is gone!
my blings are still not here. sighs.

HELLO!
that's the photo of us 3 trying to act like Domokun. haha. of course don't look that much like lahs!
hmm. lesson lesson lesson. nothing much to say about lessons. just that this is the last week of the term! woo hoo! tmr is the last day of the term. heh heh. hollydays!

still thinking what to blog about today. not that nothing happened. is just that i don't know the topic should be. i have a few.
anw, eh, jiaqi, it's different from mr ____ ok! can't say the name out lahs.
eh.. you ah. really make me focus on his teeth instead when he talked. i was like almost laughing out in front of his face. imagine if i really did that. OMG. shan't think about it.
settled DVPA production dates. =)
and we're called.... the G production. ok 05, make the G sound like how Sammy pronounces it. haha. our G stands for not Deva, but GIRL! =)
afterall, we're all girls lahs.
signed the marksheet. strange. we're supposed to remember our marks. but the only thing i remembered was the teacher spelling my named wrongly! ahhh! it's NOT YING!! it's YIN! so took the pen, cancelled off the extra G. right in front of the teacher, cancelled off the G. haha. so don't give the teacher face huh? heh. can't help it.
so right now. i still duno my marks. i only know it's 60+


anw, a dialogue during dinner time
MUMMY: so your Hey!Gorgeous flew away already. Sad not?
ME: no lahs. it's a good thing i got into semi-finals. take it as gaining experience lo.
self thinking: it can be a blessing in disguise that i'm not selected. really, i'm not sad. i'm glad that i actually turned up for it. blessing. why? cos i do have that, erh, not really nice feeling of being clad in bikini. if my shen cai was better, i don't think i will mind. but currently, with the waistline, i do mind.
oh well nvm. it's still a good experience though. =)


slept on the way home on the train. not really asleep. but just that sleep can also let me link back to many things. a sleep to link much. so nice. =)

then i thought of my hair again.
i thought about the clipping up of the hair and was sort of laughing to myself what really happened at a point of time.
gonna trim my hair. no no, don't stop me.
read up somewhere that the centre parting is back in fashion. haha. but i doubt i suit that hair.
since young, i don't like centre parting. perhaps i'm used to side parting. shall decide at the hairdresser.

ok. good night. i don't really want to touch on more things.

"to write love on her arms"

HELLO!
blog about yesterday first.
DVPA lesson was learning how to do recording. with that big boom mic.
ok, our rough little girl, xiao mei, spoilt the fish hook.
nvm.
replaced. hahahhaa. anw, it was sort of spoilt. just that she made it totally. haha.
recorded an "interview" and "gossip" session with xiu. Both the Little Misses of the day hosted.
was quite fun. ok, learned more about recording.
dropped the wire. ok, shall be more careful when doing the real thing. =)


IDEAS-ed after that. it's not easy. so difficult lahs.
we were stressed up with the touchpoints and blah.

oh well. for today.
went to mediacorp for Hey!Gorgeous. shortlisted for semi-finals.
the day wasn't really that nice to start with.
wanted to close the lift and this little girl went "auntie wait auntie."
@!#$%!@
wtf. auntie? ok fine. maybe you don't have a wide range of vocabulary.
FINE. you're forgiven.
left my house late and had no choice but to walk faster. foot was starting to hurt. i'm still not used to covered shoes.
then, reached AMK. escalator spoilt. so walk down the stairs with my pain toes.
walked to the traffic light. started drizzling. had no umbrella. at the same time, 165 passed.
my bus to mediacorp. well, bo bian lahs. sit and wait lo.
another 165 passed. boarded it.
alighted at mediacorp's bus stop. already 1pm. supposed to be at reception at 1pm.
was so damn warm and sweating when i reached the reception.
changed for pass.
waited at the room for auditions. i was the only one among all present who didn't have the profile. the lady didn't print for me and did not even write down my name.
so it seemed as if i went there on my own accord.
another girl and me were the last 2. waited. the lady went off so there was no one saying if we should go in or not. went to ask. i guess i was mistaken as the staff. the judges said wait.
so after that, i was the last one to go in.
everyone had to cat walk, sing and self intro.
well, sing? eh.. i didn't prepare a song before hand. so was not well done.
cat walk? hmm. why did others cat walk one round (to and fro) while i had to do around 2 or 2.5 rounds?
fine. left there. they said will call if listed into finals.
had this Gorgeous sweet. =) so cute!


took the bus back to SP. that was also a not very good experience.
thought i had to cross the bridge to take the correct direction bus. in the end, it was the same stop as where i had alighted. OMG!
with the pain toes, had to climb the bridge again to get back.
grrr!
good thing the bus came shortly.
bus with no air con. oh well. still ok lahs. got natural wind. but i was still sweating all the way.
back to school. IPRA project with my sisters. the 5 sisters. =)
and pictured with hannie's lappie. i want to repair mine but am lazy to get down.

so, it's 10.26pm now.
and my conclusion is, not listed for Hey!Gorgeous finals.
ok. nvm nvm. at least i went for it.
after a round of unlucky things, i thought something good might happen. but didn't.
called auntie in the morning, escalator out of order, pain toes, bus ran, had to walk baack again in order to catch the right bus, profile not printed/not found by them.
MY GOD!
why so suay today?

let's hope tmr will be a better day. afterall, presentation.

HELLO!
canto fever blowing today.
haha. in lecture.
xiu wei: lei hai ju (you're a pig)
jiaqi: hai ju hai ju (is pig is pig)
xiu and me: HAHAHA.

ok. koped eugene's havaianas to wear. haha. i love the brown ones.
too big for me though.
he tried to squeeze his into my slipper. and result?
cannot lahs!



movied for NW lesson.
so cold. and was so sleepy. generation gap for movie and us. haha.

ok lahs. gotta get back to script writing.