HELLO!

i liked what ms dawn told me today.

"tell the person who said you're fat to go and die." (i think it was something like that). HAHAHA.

i love this sentence.

I admit i have fats but I still don't think I'm fat.

This has been an hectic week. running from place to place. having project meetings. and finally, our project will take a short break after tomorrow. :D

I thought next week was a better day for me. But it's like. NO DIFFERENCE. alright, maybe slightly better.

Right now the biggest problem I have is deciding the attire for Monday's casting. I'm thinking of that particular clothe BUT I highly doubt I'll be wearing it often next time.

and I swear this time round I'm going to use make up as though it is free. Each time when I make up, there will be people thinking I didn't. alright, cos' i'm only focusing on covering my eye bags.

and HOHOHOHO. I thought i lost my pencil eyeliner. I found it in my bag today! Turns out that I DID bring it along for casting yesterday.

anyway, it's such a i don't know how to describe case. I've been waiting for a long time for model jobs. and suddenly, one by one, my model friends are calling me to work for their event. BUT all are this weekend. so i have to turn all of them down.

models reading this, do let me know if you all still have jobs next time. :D

and all of a sudden, I have a lot of calls today.

last note. if there is any of you looking for part time jobs, tell me! Laneige is looking for people. $6 per hour plus commission. :)

My Name Card :)

HELLO!

i'm here to show you MY NAME CARD!

i believe none of you out there have a name card as beautiful as mine, as good quality as mine, as colourful as mine, and as big as mine! :D

alright, it's my composite card! :D

yes, to do with modeling.

I so damn hell miss my agency.

this is the front.

and the back:
if you didn't notice, i took these photos with a nude face i.e no make up!

see, i let you see my 'height' and my stats. So if you need to hire a model, know who to find le hor? see the address? HAHA.

then i roamed around cityhall and orchard.

at orchard, i was approached by these 2 people. And they said, I HAVE FATS.

like duh. BUT. even if i have fats, only i can say myself fat, not you.

I'm unwilling to buy any of their products.

i so want to buy clothes. but no $. :(

then at cityhall, i was roaming around this NEW LOOK. there was one wallet which cost $9.90 only. the heels are GAHHHH. there was a pair of shoes which cost $9.90 only too!

guess what i bought there?

NONE.

i tell you, dangerous instructor produces dangerous student. my instructor keeps talking to me when i'm driving and asks me to look at other things after i've passed it.

AND.

there was one day when i decided to cut this taxi at the 'Go straight/Turn Left' lane.

the taxi was gonna turn left, i wanted to go straight. There was a another waiting to turn right car on my right lane. SO, i just squeeze through them and ta-da i was out.

DANGEROUS HOR?

my instructor went, "EHHHH! WHAT YOU DOING? SIBEI DANGEROUS!"

and today, he went, "CUT CUT CUT! Cut through the taxi. if not red light already."

then i waited for the two taxis in front to turn left before going straight.

so he sort of scolded me saying, "why you don't cut?"

then i said, "beside got car lehs."

he said, "still can cut what."

me: "what if i can't cut through? later scratch not die?"

see, who's the dangerous one here?

then near KTPH, there was this uncle driver who decided to overtake me when my engine stalled. uncle, when you want to turn left, please keep to your turn left lane can?

in the end, we ended up staring at each other. and then, I WIN LAHS. i get to go first. LIKE DUH.

alright. another busy day tomorrow.

i need clothes.

ann nyeong!
it's just the second week of school and i'm already telling mateys, "i feel like skipping lesson next monday."
8am lessons really can kill. plus, it's monday!

anyway, i saw this poster in the media viewing room!
know why i took it?


cos there's eeyore. :D

then had driving lessons today. i thought i was at 20th lesson. i'm only at 15th.
anyway, i drove up the mscp slope today. didn't roll back ok.
sometimes my instructor and me are damn funny. one moment he tells me i'm slow, the next moment he says i'm fast.
ok, slow is because he say, "change gear slow. pull back slow. movement slow."
fast is because, "turn corner slow down!"
ok lahs. i'll learn.

FYI, i'm still wearing sandals to driving lessons.

went to AMK hub after driving and managed to get my scheduler. :D

outside:

inside:


i was actually looking for something similar to this:


was my scheduler last year. but i can't find it anymore.


my current scheduler:


so why must i change it?
cos' 看美的东西心情才会好。only when i see pretty things will my mood be good. :D
and i realise i can't live without my scheduler. i'm so lost. i have no idea what i have on each day without my scheduler.

anyway, a long ago photo:

that's eileen and me!
i was actually looking for FHM 2010 May Issue to see the FHM models 2010. i'm not inside. I did not take part. Eileen was the one who took part. She's tall ok! and has pretty legs! how nice if i had her height. hahaa. cannot. then my boyf must be at least 1.78m tall.
ok, so I was at this supermarket which has a magazine section and it clearly stated, "no browsing please." but i opened the FHM mag and flipped. HAHAHA.
do support Eileen ok?

***
"明天还有很多路要走，答案想不出来就是想不来，总有一天会有答案。" - Cheryl Yang.

Probably I had an answer but I just don't want to face it.
I had an answer and I'm running away from it.
You know it and I know it. But none of us want to admit it first.
I get it. Do you?

curious to know what nehs?
though mine is a small blog with very little viewers, I still won't say.
if you are still searching for my well-hidden blog, have fun. don't try google blog search. It doesn't work. :D
because it's not blogspot.com. it's something else.
big hint nehs.

and i'm back to this song again, Ice Cream!

i should be glad that there are no lessons tomorrow. I just have to be back in school for proj meeting, then driving then down to agency. I so miss my agent and the girls.
Good thing casting date got changed. If not, I'm gonna faint when I reach Clarke Quay.

AND.
DON'T TELL ME GOOD LUCK FOR CASTING.

oh yes, i think i've been blogging enough for this week. watcha think?

annyeong!

first thing. i simple hate pimples popping out on my face.

cos, each time I have a pimple, I have the tendency to scratch (like who doesn't.)

after that, there will be a scar (like duh). and my pimples scar look like moles. =.='''

see the spot on my left cheek? near my nose.

that's not a mole. that's my newest pimple scar!!

this is damn sad. well, cos' that time I had work and other things, so I had to have make up on always. Probably added to my pimple scar. with all the make up on my pimple, how to recover?!

was at TTSH yesterday morning. normally, when I'm out, I'll be in makeup (i serious eyebags problem you know). well, except when i'm at market or a nearby place.

but I went w/o makeup to the hospital yesterday. woke up at 8.41am. then reached home at 12noon. was half awake. i'm seriously sleep deprived.

oh yes, having been seen as a good girl to almost everyone, I want to say that I skipped my doctor's appointment. My spinal doctor's appointment. :D

supposed to be last friday's. I completely forgot about it. Even when they reminded me on tues via sms, I didn't want to go.

anyway, do the 2 of us really look alike?

I hope you know which is me huh.

every semester, we will have teachers mixing us up.

in year 1 semester 1, I don't remember any. so it was ok.

in year 1 semester 2, I don't remember too. Though it was then when i got my fringe.

in year 2 semester 1, ms peters, our law tutor, actually mixed us up. for i think 2 or 3 lessons.

in year 2 semester 2, ms chong, our law tutor, mixed us up too. only for once though.

in year 3 semester 1, our cibm tutor pointed to camellia and said, "you're yin qing right?"

speaking about fringe, I can't wait for mine to grow longer faster.

and this fringe was not trimmed by me.

i miss my long fringe. I think I look better with it.

anyway, i think i'm so dead.

i have no idea why I still have this Jap accent within me, especially when I'm speaking chinese.

when I spoke to my daddy in chinese, out of 5 sentences, 4 ended with neh.

cos' i was explaining to my daddy on his medication and whatever the doctor said.

it was like this, "if you want to shower neh, your head must tilt backwards neh."

"if dust gets into your eyes, you must use a cotton pad neh. must boil the water then wait for it to cool down before using."

another thing. I think I'm so dead again.

the last time I had this feeling was 1year plus back.

I'm so dead again. Don't worry, it's nothing shitty. :)

i'm still hunting for my new scheduler. :D

i'm sure i'll find it. afterall, there are 4 art box shops in singapore. I believe i'll get it.

now, i'm at home watching Star Awards while my sister is at the live scene.

psss, my tagboard is very empty.

don't mind, tag please? say hello!

to boa! (good bye!)

I'm on the verge of falling asleep anytime.

anyway, some photos!

all taken while waiting for the Singapore Maritime Foundation presentation.

anyway, i decided to compare my thumbnail to that of Jiaqi's.

then i found out it's twice her length! haha.

when you have small hands, grow long nails to make your hand look longer.

see! my hand used to be a lot smaller than xiuwei's. But with the long nails, almost same length.

However, they are all short now cos' i just cut them yesterday. New colour tomorrow or tonight. :D

and i want to go shopping, anyone?

i'm so damn tired.

there are some things which I want to say but I shan't say now. :)

Long post.

After 2 weeks of patient waiting, my laptop has returned!

i wonder how i survived the 2 weeks with a small screen phone, a laggy laptop and a crazy desktop which can only last me for 30min.

anyway, let me wind back to last week.

was working at Laneige warehouse sales from Thursday till Saturday.

My memory of warehouse sales is a huge big place with lots of people coming to snatch for bargains, non stop replenishment of stock and making sure everything is damn neat.

neat when it's sales.

so, i was kinda shocked when the sales took place in a mini room. Initially I thought the room was for training. Who knew the event was held there and, where can you find employers who allow you to eat, talk, use phone, and sit down while at work? So this is my best job so far! it wins my job at Suntec!

I so feel like being their part-timer but sadly, I forgot that I have other things on. Hence I confirmed then had to cancel with them again.

and for the first time in my whole life, I've spoken so much Cantonese. even when i was in RSH, surrounded by the Cantonese people too, I didn't converse in Canto at all.

Though I am a canto girl, I seldom speak in Canto. Had to pause and think and then speak.

and finally, there's one person who noticed I changed my hair colour, Liz! The rest are telling me no difference. I have the urge to get the gold streaks hair again. But the highlights are the big problem. Huge problem covering them later.

so, first day of Year 3 was not bad. apart from the fact that we had to be in class by 8am.

and I'm happy to know that so far my modules are ICA. HAHAHA. meaning, NO EXAMS! good news! but it also means, need to work doubly hard for projects.

and I believe the start of poly = start of gaining fats.

at 10am, I had my brunch. then my milk tea.

then at 1pm, I went to buy pocky.

and hahaha. my nails! pink pink! bling bling!

and that's xiu wei trying to stuff the empty hello panda into my pocky box.

and my nails are real. but I like the 4th finger. Cos' the nail bed seems long. :D

oh yes, Camellia said she bought my birthday present already. She said something which is a souvenir which leads me to think if she's buying me an air ticket to Hong Kong? or is she giving me Shawn as my present?

some very outdated photos but who cares.

deniece and me.

yulin and me.
Just the other day, Yulin again approached me to go to Hong Kong next year.

Eh, if really want go must confirm earlier because my passport expires this year. Then I will need to renew it. If not, I won't renew till I want to go overseas. And the processing takes like 2 weeks?

Just that day, I was actually talking to one of my friend. And through the conversation, I realised something. I don't know since when but I've lost the old me. As much as I wanted to rebut what he said, I couldn't. Then I realised what he said was what I used to think. So that exact conversation really caused me to think.

Then another guy friend and me were on the topic of relationships. I seem to always be approaching the guys when it's this topic. I have no idea why. And the guys seem to approach me on this topic too. True enough, we might all have different expectations of our boyf/girlf but in the end, it's still on one point, feelings.

But I think it's quite true, when it comes to love, I shut myself off. No wonder the guys are saying it's so tough to win my heart. So no wonder the guys are all my friends. HAHAHAHA. (i'm not bhb-ing here) I just do have some close guy friends. HOW!

alright, gotta get ready for my driving lesson.

I almost knocked the kerb yesterday while driving cos I turned my head to see other things. Then my instructor said, "ehhh don't see so long. Must see road!"

Then when i was driving down the MSCP, he said, "ehh, see see! 13 13 13 13!!!"

I replied, "HUH? what thing? Don't ask me to see! later i knock things!"

then i braked and asked him, "ok, see what?" then he pointed to the odometer. HAHAHAHA.

pssss, if there's anyone who wishes to let crash his/her car, let me know. But really, I'm actually quite safe. I'm only travelling at Gear 3 now. :)

and really lahs, I won't crash cars.

i'm going to be back watching my HK drama tonight. :D

oh yes, channel U is currently airing My Queen, a Taiwan Drama. watch it. cos' Harry is in it! :D

Irritated

It's a cooling weather but yet I'm quite irritated.

I'm very irritated by people who call me using unknown numbers and go, "You know who I am mahs?" like WTF!!! damn irritated. You know you're using an unknown number and yet you still ask me. Think I god ah?! and esp 2 calls at that.

True, I can guess via voice but that is provided that I've heard your voice over the phone before. I am not those little girls who will go guessing and playing with you.

I hope I won't have to encounter this anymore.

and one last time. I'm not like any other girls who can be bought over using sweet words. thank you very much.

next. I just get on well with most guys. If being close with guys means I'm a flirt, then I will tell you, you're a lesbian cos you only have girls around you.

okay. my next irritated point is that I've to wake up at 6am tomorrow in order to be on time for my 8am lesson. I'm gonna see heads at Dover MRT tomorrow. busy squeezing through the crowd.
i wonder how I will look like in year 3. hmmmm.

i'm done typing. But I still don't know why I'm still feeling irritated.

Dream Boyfriend/Dream Guy

Note: Post is solely based on my thoughts. If there's anything similar to what you've been through or you feel that there is something against you, I would say it's purely coincidental. I'll be glad to answer any questions related to the post.

You know I'm quite in love with him.

This is my 'boyfriend', Harry:

pictures credit: Harry

cute right? hahahaa.
what do i like about Harry? I just think he's cute. and because, he has the korean look. uh-huh, he is half korean.
if you know who my eye candy was (it means he's no longer), some said Harry and him do look alike. I've looked many many times and maybe it's just the first look that they look alike. When you see both longer, they don't really.
Alright, if you don't know who my eye candy was, don't ask.

and of course, if I really have to choose a guy to face day in and out, he's the one and only choice:

pictures credit: Shawn Yue

if you don't know who he is, slap yourself thank you.
he's mr. Shawn Yue Wen Le.
what makes him attractive? There are many points. the eyes, the face, the nose, the cuteness in him etc. I just so feel like flying to find him now.
if i were given a chance to shoot an advertisement with him, I think I'll have insomnia for a week. exaggeration hor?

so, i would like my dream guy to look like Shawn Yue.
if you have been reading my blog for a long time, and i really mean long, like at least 2 years or you have known me for at least 2 years, it's very likely that you will know i've indeed spotted such a Shawn Yue look-alike guy before.
And indeed, I've stared at him for a long time when I was working. But, I shall not say where you can spot him.

Now, listen to this song.

Alright, let me get to the main point.
what makes a guy the dream guy to me?

Height.
He, must be at least 1.70m. Because if he's not, when I'm in my heels, I feel like I'm out with a dwarf.

Age.
At least 1 year older than me. maximum 10 years because for guys' maturity age, you have to take off 8 years from their current age.
I would say I prefer matured guys. Probably they give me the sense of security and the maturity which I prefer.

Looks.
They play a significant role. If you see a good looking face, you will definitely notice him. But, truth be told, I don't need a smashing hunk to be my dream guy. I just need someone who looks pleasant and presentable.

Build.
I like average/medium build guys. If you have a hot bod, it's a plus. *drools*

Tattoo/Smoker.
yes, i said tattoo. HAHAHA. this is not important but I somehow have a thing for guys with tattoo. and i said tattoo, which means only ONE. :D
smokers. like the modeling world is, smokers are 2nd. which means, they are second in list.

Dressing.
I would say tee and berms and the best. It's easy to see how the guy actually is. Going by the way he dresses, you can tell his characteristics. Some say wearing slippers = no respect. But to me, I wouldn't really mind. Why would I want the guy to dress in something which he is not? Unless we're meeting in some classy place and he comes in slippers, he's out.

Riches/Money.
Thanks to the fairytales when we were children, every girl grows up thinking that the prince is rich. Most girls, which includes me, will definitely hope that the guy pays for everything you want. But if you were to place yourself in his shoes, you wouldn't want that right?
You don't have to very rich to be my dream guy. But the minimum is that you have to be able to provide for yourself. To me, rich guys don't score points.

Romance can never be bought with money.

Temper.
All of us have our bad days but I would still want my dream guy to be level-headed. Being level headed in handling tough situations shows me that you have the maturity which I'm looking for. Some say when one is angry, they tend to say what they have never wanted. But to me, when one is angry, they tend to say things which they don't really mean to.

Care, concern, patience.
This sounds like some school core value but whatever.
A guy can truly melt my heart when he demonstrates these three of them. Being by my side when I really need you shows that you really care about me. Sometimes I tend to contradict myself and complain a lot, hence he should understand why am I complaining. Sometimes, I myself don't make sense but I do feel better after ranting everything out. When I am lost in a situation, he will be there to guide me out of it.

NOT possessive.
I value freedom a lot. and I really mean a lot. I don't want my movements to be restricted. By checking on me every now and then might mean caring to some. But to me, I feel suffocation. Basically I'm not one who can be easily tied down.

Faithful.
One thing which everyone wants in a relationship. If he's easily tempted by another woman, it goes to show the level of importance I am to him. If I can't have your heart, I don't see the point in keeping you by my side. And I'm one who doesn't believe in second chances in love life.

Sweet talk/Humour.
alright. I have no idea why but I'm quite put off by guys who sweet talk. Humoring girls, some might say. I feel that that guy might just be a playboy and is not in the least serious. Bluntly put, I'll just take that you're flirting with me.
As i mentioned earlier, I prefer matured guys. So, actions speak louder than words.
For humour, I want someone with a good sense of humour. Some jokes might not be offensive to you but to me, it is. Somehow, I don't really like cold jokes. I'll just give you the =.=''' face.

Truthful.
I don't want a guy who lies to me. It is not easy for me to trust you, hence when I trust you and you break the trust, it's over.
If it's a white lie, I might still think it over. But to determine if it's a white lie or not, it's of course up to me.
If the guy ever lied to me, he'd better pray hard that I don't find out or come clean before I find out.

If you decide to court me because I was next in line, sorry, you're out immediately.
Which also means, if the girl before me had rejected you and you happened to chance upon me and decided to try your luck on me, I will tell you, "Get lost."

Romance is not based on 'first come first serve' basis. Romance is based on feelings and destiny.

***
After reading what I have typed, I think I know why people have asked me, "You're looking for a prince is it?" Quite true. In my whole life, I've never encountered such a guy which I've just described. But I believe it's just a matter of time.
Now, I feel like what I've typed is not about dream guy. But rather, what I want from my boyfriend.

Anyway, curious about the number of boyfriends I've had so far?
If I said none, I'm sure all will go BLUFF ONE. alright, so I shall say one. One when I was in secondary school at the age of 13. One young girl then. and I'm still.
But I wouldn't consider that a relationship because I wasn't totally into him when we got together. So we broke off in around 2 weeks time.
Perhaps he had placed a curse on me, that's why I'm still single now. (kidding)

Or maybe because I'm unfriendly that's why I'm still single. HAHAHA.
I would say it's not that easy trying to get to know me (for guys). I'm not showing off/haolian-ing.

If a guy wants to know me, I would prefer him coming up to me and tell me himself. There might still be a chance for him. But if the guy gets his friend to come and tell me he wants to know me, bye.
So most of the guy friends I know now are known during secondary school or work associates or poly classmates.

Anyway, the guy who left the deepest impact on me so far was not my first love. It was not someone whom I really knew. Just a stranger whom I fell for I would say. Seems untrue but it's true.
So right now, I won't get into a relationship just because the rest are doing so. I want to get into one because I really think it's the right choice. Probably I'm afraid of falling in love with the wrong one.

Let's drift off a little.
Will I be clingy to my boyfriend?
hmmm mmm. I love freedom but I think I'll be clingy. It also depends on my guy's character.

Some girls address their boyfriends as boyf, dear, baby, darling, dar dar, baobei etc. To me, errr, I think I will address accordingly to how the guy is. Imagine calling a 28years old guy BABY! ok lahs, some do call their boyfriends that. HAHAHAHAHA.

then imagine me calling Shawn Yue 'baby'!

picture credit: Shawn Yue

I believe at least 80% of the Hong Kong ladies will come after me.

Anyway, I remember when class 05 was having dinner with ms kwa that time, our table was on the topic of dating. And we said, when we girls agree to a date, it doesn't necessarily mean that we're interested in you. It might just mean, it's a friend-friend thing.

Who said when a guy and a girl are together, it has to be boyfriend-girlfriend?

And, even if I might be on good terms with you, talking to you and everything, it might not necessarily mean I'm interested in you.

oh. open relationships. well. there is a difference with relationship and open relationship.

girls, if you want to get into an open relationship, better let your guy know.

and the same applies to the guys.

one last point.

If whatever I've described is not what you are, don't try changing yourself.

I think I should be done with this topic.

I have no idea how i came up with this essay. Seriously, people should hire me as a professional blogger lahs!

It's unfair to ask someone of something which you yourself are unwilling to.

It's always about two people giving in to one another and not just one compromising.

也许我这辈子都不会学会去爱一个人。

questions? comments? tagboard on your right.

when you have nothing to do at home and have a laptop on hand, the only thing you can do is to ONLINE SHOP! :D

alrights, that's for me. strange that i can blog arh? thanks to my sister! cos she loaned me hers. it's nice to have a laptop. now i realise that i can't live w/o one. sighs. mine just got admitted to hospital this afternoon. SIGHS. i'm so bored w/o it.
not that i can't watch shows with my sister's Lenovo but I fear making her already lag laptop lag even more. ok, i should still be contented that I have a laptop to use. HEH.

no photoshoots, no events, no jobs = no money.
no money = stay at home.

anyway, on the day when my laptop officially died, which was yesterday, i told Camellia something. an insane idea which I don't know how i came up with. of course, i didn't carry out that crazy idea.
then today, i thought of something to keep me entertained, which is mess up my room, tidy it, mess it up the next day and the routine carries on till my laptop returns.
i think it'll only return next week. :(

next entertainment. paint my nails. but i've only 2 pairs of hands = 10 nails.

alrights. next week, or maybe the moment my laptop returns, i shall blog on the waited entry: dream guy/boyfriend. :D

HELLO!

HAPPY EASTER DAY!

i know we don't celebrate in Singapore. but i just want to show you the easter eggs.

and of course, the easter bunnies:

so cute right? =)

anyway, just recently when i switched on my laptop's adapter, it switched on automatically. so i thought something was wrong with me. i thought i might have pressed the button but actually did't know.

but this afternoon, i decided to charge my battery and switched on my adapter. then after awhile i heard the startup sound. i thought i was hearing things.

then i noticed there were lights on my laptop.

now, i couldn't have switched it on for sure. cos the cover was on!

so, my laptop now is machiam transformers. SIGHS.

then when i wanted to use just now, i just switched on the adapter, the whole laptop came on. SIGHS. okay, at least it came on. i had the same problem the other time. totally couldn't use. but that time was because my mainboard's wire came loose. i think it's the same this time round.

shouldn't have laughed at Camellia saying her laptop was owner's problem.

nevermind, i shall call Compaq either tomorrow or tuesday.

and i think these people really think my laptop is transformer.

see:
then all these as well. those who liked my status.

sighs. ok lahs. i believe they think my laptop is pro. and not because they are really LOL-ing at my plight.

oh my dear laptop, can you be normal?

maybe it's a good idea for another birthday wishlist.

really you know. you can give me a present on normal day too. haha.

NO STRINGS ATTACHED PLEASE.

on a side note, one of my birthday wish came true! woohoo~

then i thought of getting my cousin to help me buy the LV from UK. i thought the price would differ with a few hundreds. But the fact is, only $100 or even lesser. SIGHS.

don't ask me how much is SG retailing at because i've never stepped into LV boutiques.

ahhh, sponsors!

HELLO AGAIN!

airport in the morning.

then home. i decided to tidy my cupboard.

so from this:

to this:

i wonder how long it will remain this tidy. hmmm.

and oh yes, i smashed my compact foundation yesterday.

good thing i almost finished using it.

but still SIGHS.

the last time i smashed my compact foundation was 2 or 3 years back. the silkygirl one. i just dropped it. this ZA was smashed cos i tilted the box and ta-da! on the floor.

i didn't glue it to the box, that's why.

anyway, i saw this video via facebook and youtube-ed it out.

watch it! you will be amazed too.

make up really does wonders!

but i still think plastic surgery does better. well, fake, some might say.

but isn't it the same with make up? cos' you look different with it. you're also sorta fooling people. so what's wrong with plastic surgery HUH?!

anyway, when i was at the airport this morning, i was looking at the SIA girls and going 'waaaaa' inside me. cos their skin looks flawless. of course i know it's the uber thick make up.

and their figure also very good lehs!

oh my, if only a cosmetic surgeon is looking for endorsers. i'll be the first to sign up!

and i got another addition to my birthday list. how about sponsoring me hair extensions? min. 100.

to add some life/colours to my blog, i shall upload photos.

anyway, this was tuesday, 30 march.

met up with jiaqi and camellia for pool session. finally, we met up after a long time. the initial plan was to go to marina square then to Frolick. In the end, it was AMK then KOI cafe then orchard. haha.

then, big winner was me! haha.

ok lahs. not that good also. i conclude that when i don't play for a long time, my skills get better. a vvvv long time since i played. when did i last play? hmmm. November? December?

dinner back at yishun's northpoint.

camellia says she had no make up on, must cover eye-bag:

camellia's chicken leg. actually ok lahs, not bad. but i still don't like it.

our dinner!
you know, apart from being able to do this (picture from xiu wei's blog), jiaqi can also be very cute.

see:

demure right?

so today, 31march2010, went for casting.
supposed to meet Liz and go together. But being the kan cheong me, i went up first.

so, went for lunch at orchard!






then at night/late evening, met up with yulin for this:

we went for the Gala. cos the actual showdate is 1 April 2010 but we watched on 31 march. and wow, the security real tight. forbid us in bringing phones in.
but good you know. cos' people's phones won't keep ringing and people will watch the movie instead of smsing. because their BIG LED screen will disturb. good torches though.

sad to say, some people didn't have their phones kept while ours was.

anyway, the show is ok lahs. I feel that it is somewhat similar to Percy Jackson movie.
half blood, check.
god's child, check.
saving the earth, check.
happily ever after, check.
medusa in movie, check.
chopping of medusa's head, check.
using medusa to kill the beast, check.
saving the world from end of the world, check.

ok, i don't want to list already.

a few weeks back, i was very bored and started deleting off people whom i don't know on facebook. but today, the number of friends i have there is more than what i started off, i.e before deleting people.
and i should upload my photos which were taken with 13th zodiac. i think no editing was done. but still, no editing is the real me. :)

to bunlet, thank you for the words. i really don't know who you are but thank you. but sometimes, people just want to remind you that you're stupid. and some situation which you're in reminds you of what you don't wish to remember.