it's 2.06am as i'm typing this entry. trying to be as soft as possible so as not to wake mummy up.

anyway, had a uber duper super long day today. 8am - 5pm.

tvsm was at sentosa. purpose to watch Barclays Singapore Open media set up. we had the chance to see the golfers playing too. and our reactions were, "i saw the ball midair. where did it disappear to?"

then back to school. i nearly fell asleep during lecture cos' it was cold and i was tired.

almost fell asleep during tutorial too. it was real obvious. my eyes were closing and eliciting the sian look. what's wrong with me?

so right now, i'm trying to make my new blogskin! =)

but somehow, problems keep occurring.

& it's raining now (again). going to take a look at subara challenge 2009 tomorrow! so i shall pray that it doesn't rain for the event (though i love the cooling weather) and the weather is cloudy for all days.

i'm sniffing and having a slight cough.

ooooh. i borrowed a book from the library today. :D

也许他曾出现过，只是我没察觉到他的存在。

sometimes i really wonder, what's on the minds of people? the message they send to you doesn't seem to fit what's on their mind.

ok, i better get to bed before i really start my flu and cough.

first thing to announce, i'm gonna save like mad for the next few months. for the sake of my bangkok trip, new phone and for urgent uses.
i was glad i didn't buy anything when i went bugis today. know what's the method i told xiu?
"put down the product." as in, say the product is not for you even though you know it's good. haha.
then we kept reminding each other, "BANGKOK." and dragged each other away.

& i survived the day being 1.68m :D i love my wedges! hehehe.
i should consider wearing them more often.

next aim: i want a weight of 43kg and below. first step, no food after 8pm. and, try exercise.

i feel like changing my blogskin. but i can't find a suitable one.

HELLO!
here to blog bout my weekends at K.L! :)

oh. these were my nails for the wedding. :)

friday - woke up at 5plus am and went to changi. my mum and me rushed for the gates cos' the screen said, "gate closing" but no. it wasn't.
sat there and took some photos. didn't had any make up on that morning!

this is a nice runway.

so, my cousin's plus her husband fetched us from LCCT. :) had breakfast and then it was shopping for me! haha.

oh, i tell you. i was kinda shocked when i heard this in the car.

cousin's husband: "everytime i see you, you seem very different. change a lot lehs."

my mum: "ya. true. she change a lot. from primary school to secondary school and now poly. big change. especially now."

i was stunned when i heard my mum said that. haha. well, difference was in my dressing i guess. oh, the last time he saw me was only 1 year plus ago lehs... hmmmmm..

cousin: "ya lor. prettier already. and hor, your facebook so many photos. i open till my laptop hang."

HAHAHA. upload photos oso got wrong? LOL.

but, ehh. i still don't think i'm pretty / grew prettier. cos' it's all the effect of makeup.

these are at the dinner itself!

self makeup! =D

actually i had nothing to do and just wanted to show my eye makeup. but it's not obvious.

with the gorgeous bride (she's in purple).

oooh. this was a uber duper cute baby sophie! haha.

she's vvvvvv adorable!

the day ended around 11 plus and the restaurant was freezing cold.

slept before 12 and woke up around 9am the next day.

shopped at sungei wang again. bought some clothes. & something which i had been waiting for a damn hell long time! =)) my oops! Jealous nail polishes! haha. and they cost me $119. oh, buy 2 get 1 free. haha. and it's in ringgit lahs. RM$119.

then went down to my cousin's place for hen's night.

oh, this is part of our family portrait. my mother's side. of course, not all were present, such as my dad and sister, some of my cousins' husband, my uncle and aunt.

and i was asked to be part of the jie mei tuan at the last minute. haha

so i didn't have any dress (like duh! i don't wear them unless needed). so i wore a tee plus jumper. and, i moved to this aunt's house to stay instead. :))

the bridal car!

the gorgeous lady!

i was photographer for digi cams cum jie mei for the day. haha

photo taken with the newly wed!

went with her to her husband's house and her new home. :)

the ride was damn long. around 1 hour. if you know me, i can't take long rides as i have motion sickness at times. but i was ok with the ride that day. from her house to husband's and to her new house.

i quite like the jie mei car which i took. haha. the ride was v stable and of course lahs, i had the front passenger seat mahs. :)) but the ride was tiring.

back to sg at night!

and woo hoo!

i bought this from the airport. :D

I LOVE MY LOLLIPOP!

oohhhhhhh. i love my mr.ywl too. :)

my yu wen le lahhhhhhhhhh.

eyes quite tired these days. v dry. i have no idea why. but i don't like wearing specs cos' i have a flat nose. :(

and OH!

i want say.

I SAW FIRECRACKERS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! AND TWO TIMES STRAIGHT! HEHEHEHE. so darn happy!

LOL.

cos singapore don't allow. and i saw it in m'sia. NICE LEHS! v loud and you can feel it exploding! nice nice!

and oh, i was scratched in the face. not by the firecrackers but by a plant. sighs. my face lahs!

my tagboar's dying.

anyone wanna tag? if not, i'm gonna remove it....

and i wanna go bkk shop lahs........

ah ma............................................

안녕하세요 ! (good evening!)
lesson ended damn superb early! ok, i started early too. 8am - 12pm! but we ended at 11.30am instead. =D
munched at fc4 (it wasn't lunch) along with cam, jq and xiu.
& i was super sleepy. i wonder why i didn't feel this sleepy when i attended school in secondary. secondary school = better life.
almost overslept while going home. good thing i awoke when it almost reached yishun. whew~

packed my bag. i took real long doing it.
saved my nails.
then ya-da ya-da. (i'm lazy to think and type)
OH!
i went to use this myheritage.com. it allows you to see which celebrity you look like. and for all the photos i tried, i had these 3 same female celebrities:

aye ueto, kyoko fukada & aya matsuura.
& they're all japanese.

ok, singapore, see you in around 72 hours time!

ann nyeong!

first thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL TAN (sister flower) ! :)

yeah, my jie mei hua. hahahaha. you're officially one year older than all of us.

oh. i hate 8am lessons. haha.

anyway, i think it's the first time in my whole life that i managed to reach class before 8.15am!

yeah, i'm always late for around 15min. haha.

ok, another 8am tomorrow. pray that i can wake up early.

GEMs was uber duper fun lahs!

25min of introduction ended the 2 hour lesson. :D

then bus-ed down to orchard to find my things. thanks jq for accompanying!

i shall transform my slightly yellow nails in another 15 min or so. :)

oh, i wonder why i look so fair when i apply BB cream. it looks like i'm vv fair.

then i told others, 'must buy those dark colour foundation and apply liao." haha

ok. off to pack my bag!

i hope it won't be a bad thing when i clicked the 'send' button just now. nvm, i shall only decide if it really happens lahs!

have a nice week!

after 8 weeks of holidays, it's back to school! the actual was 7 weeks (minus away the exam week) but i still had 8 weeks cos' of H1N1 quarantine.

neways, back to school today.

school is a good way to kill time. the headaches you get are thinking what to wear and to decipher what the lecturer and notes are trying to tell you.

oh, and somehow i don't like the topic and self-intro. haha. cos i don't really understand myself hence i can't tell you about myself.

OH!

i so love xiu! haha. cos she gave me the poster of shawn and EDC. oh, EDC just had his bday this month. so he's 30 i guess?

i feel like cutting my fringe. why didn't i let the hairdresser cut last week? sighs.

but i don't really dare to DIY for fear that it will be disaster! the fringe is poking my eyes. & i'm one-eyed dragon quite frequently. thinking of bangs again but still unsure.

and. i still feel like getting a tattoo.

konbanwa!
i'm finally here to give a summarised post for the whole week!
monday - tuesday: chalet at East Coast!
finally, i had the chance to be a first aider after 2 years, i think?
anyway, we didn't sleep at all. ok, i took a short nap. was only around 15min. and mozzies fed on us.
caught sunrise. was quite nice.
oh, and camellia was different that day. she explained to both yj and me bout how the beach is formed. and i told yj, "she's different cos jq isn't here."

bus-ed home next morning. oh, we had mac for breakfast! hehe.
waited damn long for 853. decided to take another bus to yck then train home.
knocked my head against the seats and windows n times. i must have looked goondo. who cares. i was really tired.

and i love watching the sea.
i have no idea why.

wednesday: supposed to club. but decided not to.

tidied my cupboard instead. watched my drama.

thursday: Girls' Night Out!

not clubbing lahs. baby N can't enter! haha.

dinner at astons' followed by pool at marina square. as usual, baby nicole was cute!!! :D

pool was WOW. ok, my skills suck. well, the last and first time i played was 1 year ago lehs!

but as i played, i got a better hang of it.

& oh, it was only starting that i looked like a sniper. and SIGHS. i gave the others lotsa free ball. but nvm, yulin gave them all back to me nearing the end. haha. yulin, ILY! LOL LOL LOL.

so we really played damn long for the first few rounds. then for the last game, yulin and me cleared within 25min. oh, we're quite newbies to this game. so our short is still long? haha.

& i won one game thanks to deniece and one game on my own! yeah!
oh. and i have no idea why i have a different way of placing my hand.

trained home with yulin.

& i conclude that she loves Adidas ALOT! haha.

chatted with yulin. then i kept SIGH-ing.

then she asked me a question.

yulin: "so who you want?"

me: "i want J."

yulin: "ai ya. that one throw aside lahs."

me: "ok. then i think i want ____. "

supposed to reach home before 12 but didn't. walked damn fast home.
& relatives were already there! slept at 2 plus nearing 3am.

friday: A day out at chinatown plus ION.
oh. with young children in your house, you can forget about sleeping late and waking up late. you can only sleep late and wake up early.

was awoken by screams!

then took them down to chinatown. the sun was damn hot! i forgot my shades.

oh, i want buy a cap!

Orchard was better. hehe. i was happy!

cos cos cos cos.

i shan't say lahs! i didn't buy anything orh!

Saturday: Sentosa & Bugis!

was awaken by my cousin. my mum asked her to wake me up. next time i shall get a bigger house. then i can sleep all alone! haha.

ages since i went sentosa. this time, i brought my shades along! =D

got 'lost'. cos real long since i went there lahs! anyone else still want go? but really nothing to do except for the beaches.

& i didn't know peacocks exist at sentosa. haha. i only thought they were available at the zoo.
haha. and i wanna go zoo too!

oh, i saw monkeys at sentosa too!
strange!!!!!
oh, and i was a monkey as well.
cos i had real many mozzies feeding on me.
SIGHS. now, there are some red marks on both my legs.

bugis was ok lahs. i wanted to buy a top but didn't. i shall think about it after i return from my m'sia trip!

& i love this! =D

sunday: supposed to help out for fashion show event but didn't.

supposed to meet eileen and christine for pool but didn't. haha. i was quite tired. i was like dying to go out but my feet was damn tired.

so, we shall meet other time, kay?

alrights.

school tomorrow. bye!

i have no idea why i can't get to sleep. so i'm back to being online.

hmmm. i told sherry/lee yee and yulin that i have a new guy to go gaga over. haha. he is ... khalil fong! chinese name: fang da tong! haha. yeah, the chao lao guy.

oh. when i say i'm going gaga over someone, it's a celebrity for sure. i won't be going gaga over guys. haha. oh well, maybe except one. heh heh.

oh. why do i like khalil? ehh. he's sorta special. he looks like a normal person, i mean he doesn't give me the celebrity feeling. i have no photos cos' he doesn't look nice in photos.

anyway, i had this thinking along with some random thoughts.

i think i should start my low profile life again. meaning blog once in a while. but i doubt i can do that. if you think i'm low profile enough, i'm gonna go even more low profile. heh.

现在，我开始明白 “一期一会” 这个词了。有些事真的错过了就真的不会再回到你身边。如果再有多一次机会，我肯定我不会再错过你。

right now, i'm believing the term "once in a lifetime". it means treasure every chance you have. once you miss it, you're most likely not going to get it again.

i think it really applies to me for a particular matter. why did i let go of the chance the other time? maybe it was really the wrong time. if given another chance, i think i'll really grab on to it and never let go.

to me, i might be able to read what's on your mind but i would really prefer if you spelled it out instead of having me to 'force' an answer out of you. that's a strange me. i know.

WITH LOVE @ 2.55am.

i strongly believe that i'll only do an update next week.

oh, for chalet photos, maybe try facebook tonight. :) TRY.

ok. i'm off to do what i ought to do.

boy, i'm sleeeeepy.

aloha~

i'm on HIGH mode tonight. haha. i'm getting high at the thought of club on wednesday and maybe pool on thursday.

did i mention before? last year while playing pool for the first time, i got the nickname 'sniper' cos they say the way i hold the cue make me look like one.

woo hoo~

ooh. and i'm elated and vexed at the same time.

elated cos my aunt and cousins are coming to singapore on thurs mn!

vexed because it means i have to clean and pack my room. which is i don't know when i'll have the time. =(

it's the last week of hols. and i think it's really packed to the max!

mon - tues = class chalet

wed = club

thurs = mediacorp plus dinner plus pool (maybe)

friday + sat = out with relatives

sunday = fashion show.

ta-dah! my last week of holidays are GONE with excitement and fun! :)) & it also means something else.

time to make myself less high now.

ooh. and i baked my cupcakes again today. NICE! haha.

and really. i sound weird these days.

while having sorethroat, i spoke with a lil jap accent.

then i tht i recovered till that day my jap accent suddenly appeared. and i was a lil shocked. sighs.

so now as and when, the accent will appear. so dun be shocked if i sound weird.

alright! i'm here to give a proper blog entry!

caught surrogates yesterday. truth be told, i didn't understand the front part of the movie. but i

managed to get the whole picture after a short while. so all in all, i think i understood 90% of the

movie. haha.

dinner at swensens. and, it's really not my fault that the boy's hand trembled when he served me

my food hor ...............

down to vivo. was made to catwalk. ehhh, i did catwalk ok! just that it wasn't the real and proper one.

oops. i hope my shifu's not reading my blog. hahaha ok lahs. thanks for the B&J treat. shall really

catwalk next time. and i mean it. =)

the journey home was really LOL. maria knows what happened. hahaha. thinking of it, it's quite

hilarious. looking at each other and didn't know we actually knew each other. oh my. how many

times will that happen sia? the rest shan't be said. cos idk how to elaborate. haha.

facebook-ed when i was supposed to be sleeping yesterday. slept at only around 3am. woke up at

8am.

so today......

first time having faux lashes on me. considered a success for me. didn't really spent a long time

wearing them. just that one of them was coming off. thanks eileen for the glue! :)

so some photos for you all luh. taken using my camera. haha.

wanna see my real posing nehs? too bad. haha. go rob the memory of christine, eileen or colin.

they were the only ones who saw.

quite a fun lesson. i loved it. learnt some things. hmm, i shall try harder next round.

my theme was sexy and sultry. i know i only look fierce here.

my aim was to show you my makeup.

ta-dah! when i reached home! nice tattered top of mine?

yeah. this was the exact attire i wore for sexy and sultry. can you believe it?

i was actually still sweating with this attire AT HOME.

and oooh. finally, we're having our photoshoots soon! :))

christine, i shall try help you ask ok? not v sure if he will agree though.

ok, i'm finally sharing two photos which i took during a photoshoot 2 years ago. come to think of it.
i think it's REALLY 2 years. only a few days difference.
taken when i was with CT.

i chose these 2 cos' I LIKE THEM! if not, i wouldn't be posting them up. haha. there are more.

but i don't want to post them up.

so do i look different now?

anyway, i'm glad i lost weight! actually not really. 1mth ago, i was nearing 48kg.

super depressing (for me luh!) then i didn't had supper. did yoga (i only know a little),

did stretching almost every night. drank lotsa yoghurt drink and ate lots of NON-fat yoghurt.

so i'm 45kg now! haha. HAPPY lahs.

so why do i say not really lost weight?

cos' my weight was this from the start.

went down to orchard after lesson.

walked around. and i came across this pathway again. i had some feelings. i don't feel like saying.

if you know what it is, good for you. if you don't, i won't say. you can guess but i won't say.

time for some cream cheese cupcakes again tomorrow! :))

hello!
quick post before i get to bed.
actually i just wanna say. i'm super depressed now.
timetable for next semester really is super duper uber depressing. SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS.

i was quite sad when i realised i have 3 days lesson ending at 5pm though i start late. then 2 straight days of 8am lessons. that was bad enough till i logged into sas just now and found out that i have 3 straight 8am lessons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIG SIGHS.
it's not TGIF for me already. it's TGINF. thank god it's not friday. cos for friday, my lessons are from 8am-5pm. save me! and studio lesson is 8-11am. definitely brings back some V interesting memories for me. i told yj i'll definitely play hide and seek there if i encounter someone. and i shall really cherish my weekends.

sighs.
i want a balloon.

and i miss my 姐妹s! can't wait to see them next week~
no photos for today.
maybe tomorrow when i'm back from lesson! hopefully i'll take some myself. and hopefully it's not gonna be a bad day tomorrow.

shall do some editing tomorrow.
for now, i shall just sleep first and prep myself for tomorrow!

finally. my very own rest day! haha.
and ooh. i loved the weather in the morning. haha. thunder. strong wind.

then. i decided to do baking! haha. hair dye shall be next week. =)
so cheesy cup cakes was chosen. haha.
turned out OK. eh yj, never fail hor!
but the cheese could not be tasted. haha. cos i didn't have the cream cheese. so i used the normal cheese in replacement. heh.

shall try again next time!
that's all for today.
back to my show.
bye!

ELLO!
K with deniece today. wrong day. both were sick. now my throat hurts plus headache. sighs. so the fun for K session wasn't really that fun.
dinner at swensens ION.

& i love this picture. haha.

walked around trying to find my swimwear.

went all the way down to dhoby ghaut and finally found them at this fashion! thanks girl!

that's all for today.

i'm tired.

my throat hurts. and my head hurts. & i hope h1n1 doesn't find me.

so i'm hereby declaring this is a rest week for me! well. maybe not afterall.

friday - sun = full.

i'm only left with wednesday and thursday. which i think one day will be taken up as well.

i don't care.

I WANT REST!!!!!!!

i hate this. the video's taking real damn long to buffer!!!!

oh. i regret telling sherry/lee yee (nice right? haha) that i don't need to go down to mediacorp anymore. cos earlier on, my mum came into my room and said, "when are you free to go down to mediacorp?" sighs.

seems like my blog is lacking of colour - photos. shall add them soon. that's when i start taking photos.

& i'm having throat pang.

let's see.
i had a tiring but fulfiling day. i slept within 10min from the moment my head touched the pillow last night. it's nice! haha. cos' first time i fall asleep so quickly! haha. but i'm really tired from all the walking yesterday.
so today. walking again.
was late for meeting hr. sorry sorry! erm, i'm always late for meetings. oops!
watched phobia 2 again! you know what, it's my first time watching a same movie twice. it's still LOL. somehow i felt the second time watching it was slightly scarier.
ooh. i think the jap guy in Phobia 2 - Backpackers reminds me of someone. shan't say here. you can ask. and i'll give you the answer i want.
do i scare people while watching horror movies? haha. i can't laugh beforehand mahs. must keep you in suspense. if i laugh out beforehand, you will know what's going to happen next. so i wanted to laugh but couldn't really laugh. tough one.
thanks for the movie treat!

down to orchard. saw vanessa. shokudo for lunch. haha. i felt like a tourist. cos' i really didn't know how to go about ordering. & it was story sharing session.
thanks for the lunch treat!
walked around. played wii. first time playing. was it good or bad? hahaha. the bowling was really !@#$%. don't think i want try that again. haha. but i quite love the tennis and boxing.
so thanks for the free lesson plus wii game!
i know i owe you a few meals. haha.

i think i owe quite a number of people things. you all better claim before it's too late.
i think i really want rest next week, which is from tomorrow! diet week!
rest week followed by a hectic week. then it's school which means projects! & yeah!!! the wedding which i'm looking forward to. damn fast.

i better take my break before i fall sick again~
take care everyone!

decided to blog anyway.

lesson was alright. quite fun. thought i was late but i wasn't. haha. now i'm having a headache over the next theme. how on earth do i do that? 小太妹 (ah lian) style can?

down to bugis with eileen after lesson. met D. took my stuff from maria. then walked around bugis street. got "dragged" to 3D horror short film. seriously, i think you have to try harder in order to scare me. hahaha.

walked around for damn long time. bought some things intending for my next theme.

walked down to city hall. and i wonder when did i suddenly become so emotional. or was i from the start, just that i didn't realise?

met up with maria and trained home together.

then supper at mac. i'm damn pro at guessing right? seeeeeeeee. you didn't have to say anything and i knew it! & maria, i really thought i heard you mention that name!

so we had fun with the "mooncake", "green tea", "candles", "flame" and what else huh?

watched soccer at mac till 11plus nearing 12mn? walked home.

so here i am, blogging.

happy mooncake festival!

and i hereby declare for myself a rest week next week. next time i shall make alt days out.

time for bed. if not i'll really be late tmr!

nights!

konbawa~
i'm super tired now. i only fell asleep at around 3am this morning and my mum dragged me out of bed at 1030am. AHHHHHHHH! not enough sleep luh. maybe i shall sleep early today. haha. was totally worn out from all the walking yesterday.

anyway, caught phobia 2 yesterday! HAHAHA. the show is really LOL. especially the "alone 2". HAHAHA. when i was watching phobia 2, i couldn't help linking it back to Anthology - a combination of films by DMC year 1 2008 students.
horror movie somehow became gore movie. haha. but was ok lahs. not bad. funny is the word to describe phobia 2. but somehow i think Carnibal by Sherry's team is NICER! heh.

the story which i found most scary was the resale of cars. idk the title. don't ask me.
the simpler it is, the scarier it is.
the funniest was the one which took place at a set. FFP, still remember what happened right?
so i was sorta stunned at first. sorta scared. cos you can link it to real life. but in the end, still LOL the most!

then, walked around.
walked almost whole of city hall. then finally, singapore flyer. night ride! (at student price) but somehow i prefer day ride. maybe i should try evening next.
didn't bring camera so photos not really good quality luh. and i love photoshop. haha.

ooh. for my msn pm, i wrote "见一个打一个!" it was actually referring to the ants on my table. remember i said the ants love my house? they are still appearing on my table. so that day my mum asked me, "now how? (referring to ants)"

my reply: "见一个打一个!"

yeah. i'm a lil sadistic. haha.

back to my show~

sayonara~