sunday, back in school for emp. changed location to imm.

and this is while waiting for bus to imm at SP. WJ chasing XW after XW cleaned her hands on WJ. cos' xw touched a used tissue. then they were happy lil children at imm mac.

was screaming away (short short while) while waiting for the bus. cos i saw the rat AGAIN. i was screaming and pointing to make the rest notice the rat.

was yawning all the way. i am really tired.

sat: woke up at 7.40am. busied the whole day. slept at around 2am.

sunday: woke up at 7.20am. walked around chinatown the whole day. am still awake now.

so my knee:

i find it quite hideous looking. :(

and i have no idea how to make it look better.

maybe scars will really let you remember things. if only emotional scars were this physical.

am feeling stress. cos 2 more weeks and say goodbye to year 2 lessons. and in these 2 weeks time, i have emp, tvsm. anything else? no more right? these are enough to make me pull hair daily. emp, we still don't have enough participants. and i hope i wasn't cheated.

am damn damn tired. oh yes, i shopped at chinatown again today. new clothe!

& i got my new make up pouch which is big enough for my eyeshadow palette and everything else.

i want money.

***

i think i should still be happy if i was really treated as a substitute. because at least i know I still have the value to be someone's substitute. I don't want to know anymore. & I don't ever want to use my instinct.

"是誰說愛情就該如此 失控哭一哭就會沒事"

never look back. for the history will never be the future.

and that's also the reason why i removed archives.

wonder why i am updating so frequently?

i'm loving my current blog song. :D

it's 给自己的情歌 sung by 梁咏琪。don't tell me, "so long ago!" so what? it's nice. i like the lyrics. super meaningful. be it the mandarin version or cantonese version, i love both.

went back to school today. while walking from mrt to business block, i was thinking, "how nice if the air smelled this fresh and had this lovely sight everyday." then a rat across. a little one. i almost screamed. see, no smokers then the rat appear. when i moved, the rat moved. when i stopped, it stopped too. when i wanted to hurry past it to continue walking, it hurried across in front of me!!

but i would still love fresh air without rats of course.

am currently thinking to buy the $35 bag not. yulin, your fault! see luh! i'm thinking if i should use it as make up bag. then yulin say can for outside cos' it's sling bag. but, i seldom use sling bags lehs. SIGHS. head big.

back to school tomorrow! & chinatown with family. i shall see if i have a more suitable make up bag.

and, i must continue my argument on burger king. sighs. i have no idea how to argue... =(

and, I AM SINGLE. I HAVE NO BOYFRIEND. I DON'T HAVE TENS AND HUNDREDS OF SUITORS. THANK YOU.

i seriously wonder why people keep thinking i have boyfriend. is like, not just one said. SO MANY!

next round, the next person who asks me this question again despite me saying no bf, i will sure shoot you.

痛，难免真实。

2 more weeks to go & we have a new CA brief today. this CA is due on the last week of school, just before CNY. nvm nvm, i'm sure we'll all complete it on time!

anyway, went asking 2 manicure shops on the price of the nails which i want. and my heart was like OMG! one quoted me $170. another said $120-$150, and crystals will cost $1 each. my heart nearing popped out. cos' it's really, EXPENSIVE! so i've come to the conclusion that i will create my own set of nails. :) save money. but i need to find time to go down to daiso to buy my blings and also, the glue and find time to start shaping the nails.

i don't want my knees to have patches! :(

oh ya. it does feel weird to see someone who looks like my dad on tv.

haha. it's my uncle luh.

ok, time for law.

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it's like nuffnang read by blog. haha. cos in my prev post, i said, "when will nuffnang start placing ads on my blog?"

so, they did today!! hehe. so, everyone please click click. you can click and close the page then open. then click again as many times as you want. i won't mind. haha.

& i went to school for nothing today. ok, i went there for lunch.

anyway, my knee!!

it's really damn itchy.

so here are the pictures:

i made a mistake in a post. i said it was day 3. but it was day 4.

anyway, today is day 6 of my injured knee. looks a lot better right? or is it more disgusting?

see the graze on my left knee? it's the skin now! =)

very itchy you know. so, you can guess what i did to it luh. haha.

i scratched it and heh. peeled off the dried up part. ehhh. the not fully dry i nvr peel ok. but my knee looks weird now. and it looks blacker. =( & it does feel swollen.

i don't think the part which bled will heel fast. =(

oh yes. i want buy new digi cam. mine died on me after like 2 photos? it was fully charged ok!

& so, my mum called my cousin, who is in m'sia. so they saw my portfolio shoots and said very pretty! when they knew i can earn $$ from shoots, they said, "go take more! earn more." so after that, i told my mum, "ehh. bikini shoots more $$ you know."

guess what she said.

"don't shoot! you don't get me into trouble by shooting hor.. later your auntie start calling me and your dad start nagging. then i'll strangle you."

so, it's not my mum who is against. it's my dad. hahaha.

& i'm really stuck on what to do for burger king's advert. i've been reading all the articles related to it. but, like still no idea what to write!!!

psssss. no catwalk rehearsal tomorrow!! yay, more time for MLE.

& i so want watch Hachiko. But i don't want. cos' i will cry. so i shall watch at home.

it's so sad. i love pretty nails but they'r really so expensive. i'm like seeing this set of design, "wahhhh", that set "wahhhhh". but no money luh! the set of design that i'm hell in love with is like $120?! so $12 for 1 finger nail. no no no no. cannot cannot. i shall just shape my acrylic nails, paint by myself and glue them on with the hope that i don't remove them immediately.

i'm thinking, should i make my sis not transfer me the school fees for this semester? so that i'll be the one paying instead of her. hmmm.

anyway, was in school from 12 - 7pm plus today! all for prmp. and it's done. =D

but my back was almost breaking then.

& all of us were passing our parts around, letting each other edit. so we sort of did everything. haha. thanks to camellia and xiu for editing mine.

ok ok. i'm gonna be in sp from mon-sun this week.

all for my dear projects.

& when will nuffnang start placing ads on my blog?

i want to search for a new blogskin.

oh yes. i'm trying very hard to keep my hands to myself. cos my knees are recovering. when your injury is recovering, you know, it gets itchy and you just want to scratch! but nono. i don't want scars there.

ya luh, i'm vain. as if you're not lor.

& i want bling my phone with my own blings. Gmask oso v ex!

so, i want to bling my phone, buy cny clothes and do my acrylic nails.

oh yes, a long time since i did a mask. my face is protesting.

ok, good nights!

I realised i'm really quite blur.

i went to book my FTT last night. so i selected feb and mar to see the available dates. then i saw this date, which is a wednesday. I happily clicked confirm.

then i woke up this morning thinking about that date. is it feb or march. then i checked my calender. turns out that feb and march share the same calender. so, ta-da. i booked February instead of March. SIGHS.

then i read the book today. and i don't understand a thing.

don't tell me no need read. i'll bite your head off.

i think i'm a little lost behind time. but i'm not the only one.

xiu and me both happily thought events is still 2 weeks away till sammy told us. both shocked. i was still telling her, "if yours no reply, i ask my school next week."

yeah, WE ARE STILL SHORT OF PARTICIPANTS.

SECONDARY 4 EXPRESS/ 5 NORMAL ACAD STUDENTS, CAN YOU ALL FIND ME? YOU ALL GET GOODIE BAGS FOR ATTENDING EVENT!!

so, events is next saturday.

blogshop launch is next wednesday. & my knees are ugly. really very sad you know!

cny is 2 weeks away.

then followed by exams = studying during cny.

actually my "holiday" starts when CNY starts. haha. cos' it's study week plus exams. SIGHS. nvm, holiday = money earning time! =D

my photography assignment 3 is due tomorrow. and i'm gonna die for it. really.

sometimes, i wish i can just be like her:

can cry anytime you want. need not care who's around and how you look like.

warning, the picture below might give you discomfort.

my knees as at day 3. so, i'm really VERY worried for my catwalk at the blogshop launch esp. when i'm showcasing a dress that is just right above the knee.

anyway, i was really dreading to bathe on day 1 and day 2 after i fell. cos' it really is darn pain.

so day 3 was STILL PAIN. today, day 4, not that pain. but my left leg goes numb after walking. cos i cnt walk straight. PAIN!

so now, it doesn't look fake already right?

anyway, i just read yahoo! news on this First fashion show held at Singapore Prison. I think it's damn awesome. Showing fashion and at the same time, raising awareness on the Yellow Ribbon project.

i think i have nothing else to type.

the truth is so beautiful that it makes you wanna cry.

yin qing @ 10.14pm

I've only heard of crying to sleep but never once encountered waking up crying. but i did this morning. i didn't have a good sleep last night due to my knees. strangely, the part which seems to hurt the most wasn't what hurt the most. it was the abrasions.

i had to sleep with my blanket and also to find a good position to sleep whereby i could cover my legs with the blanket without hurting it.
so i woke up here and there.

and my wonderful mum. well, she is luh. she understands me the most but can also be the one who makes me angry just like i agitate her at times.
my mum wanted to ask me if i wanted to go to the market with her and my sister.
her method of waking me is darn special.
with her fist, she hit my injured part! & it's the part which hurt the most.
^%#!#!$^&*
but she didn't hit it intentionally. but, there's the door for you to hit, my dear mum!
but she should be glad that i didn't scream WTF at her. cos' it ws really damn hell pain. then i started crying. cos' it was really very pain. the minute she hit it, my tears came. but she didn't know luh. she went out.
then i cried for like 5-10min.

so the next person who touches my injured part intentionally, i'll ignore you for a minimum of 1month. =D & shoot you profanities.

off to tidy my room and cupboard. then homework time!
bye!

yin qing @ 11.42am

Good morning!

It's sunday and it's 1.02am.

i shall just blog on friday and saturday.

friday:

tvsm presentation on basketball opening ceremony. i was really sotong on that day. cos' i really know nuts about basketball and drawing of diagrams plus all the terminology.

nonetheless, i completed my presentation within 10min. i was just clicking away as i seriously have no idea what to day. but did explain a little.

then when it was Q&A session, i had no idea what to answer. i gave him the blur face when he asked about VTR's location. cos' mine wasn't really drawn in the correct spot.

so i was really tikam-ing. pointing position 1, 2 and 3. haha. it was more of him explaining to me than me answering the question. i was going, "uh-huh. uh uh uh."

then i had nothing to do. didn't want to start on AM. so facebook-ed and took photos.

poor xiu had to wait for everyone to be done before it was her turn.

so we snapped using her lappy.

and i would love to say great thanks to all who helped me for TVSM! the block diagram, the floor plan, production schedule's details. THANK YOU!

this is a must read:

trained home with jiaqi only cos the rest went separately. as you all know, jiaqi has excellent balancing and she loves lying on ppl whenever the train brakes. so she was standing on my left. then there was this hand in between us.

when the train reached clementi, the driver braked. jiaqi, as usual, very conveniently laid towards my direction and onto that hand between us. i looked at her with the strange look. and she was still lying happily ya know.

after a few seconds, she realised and apologised to the ah ma. yeah, the hand was the ah ma's. REALLY DARN LOL i tell you. i laughed from clementi to JE. then while waiting for JE to MB train, i laughed again. and continued laughing from JE to BB. REALLY LOL.

see luh, next time dun anyhow lie. & she thought the ah ma's hand was my shoulder. like hello, where got so high huh?

oh yes, the ah ma took back her hand and turned to another side.

saturday:
woke up at 6.30am. all for the catwalk rehearsel.

my item to showcase is a japanese style sweet dress. :D

no photo yet. cos' i didn't take. but the dress is really nice! =)

i wonder why i'm in dresses when i don't like them. hmm...

anw, the dress doesn't come cheap. shall show when i get a snapshot.

everything ended at 10.30am. way way way before the supposed 12noon.

went home. then did AM's creative brief. shall do the final one tmr plus ppt slides.

facebook-ed. went out to meet sherry and deniece to go to Selene's place.

something real nice happened while we were all below selene's block walking to the main road for a cab. i wanted to tell deniece something. so i went, "Deniece, I tell you hor~"
*PIAK*

i was on the ground. the "hor" was going down with a shock.

i thought i had missed my step so i fell flat. my knee was bleeding. a little luh.

when i got up and turned behind, i realised it was a drain that i had stepped into.

i wanted to talk to deniece but the helium balloons were blocking my view. and i thought it was ok. big mistake. i shall walk with unobstructed view forever.

cabbed down to the venue for baby N's birthday.

the taxi driver was real entertaining.

the set-up. i felt it was a mock test for me to run emp. haha

& we decorate and decorate and decorate.

the superladies! haha. i helped with my little injured knee.

isaac and nicole!

then yulin brought isaac down to the pool. really darn nice the pool!

but it was pitch dark when we went down. so not really that nice view.

and the last sentence of the pool's rules (top right corner) says : "No food (beyond the yellow line)" hahaha. i only heard of please stand behind the yellow line.

and yulin's definition of swimming is stepping on water.

now, pictures of the birthday girl - princess Nicole! =D

see, i'm really preparing for events. haha. i thought of how to place the tables, where to put the cake, how to decorate. and i even did the last minute emcee. hahaha. really ga-bra everything. i was stammering. cos' i didn't know how to string my sentences. it was just a simple, "come everyone, sing happy birthday!" but it was like hell to me. haha. nvm, great practice.

yeah, these were the helium balloons which caused me to fall.

not just these 3. it was a big bunch.

then i was telling the rest, "you know hor. there's nothing on me which i can showoff. my leg is the only thing which i can. but now you see. will have scar not? disfigure le lehs." i actually meant i don't have an excellent figure. just the average one.

then yulin said, "you should be happy you never fall on your face."

quite true huh.

so, i shall present to you, MY KNEE!

thanks selene for treating the wound. though it was a little late. we only treated when the event ended.

it's only pain when it gets in contact with water. my right knee has only a small abrasion. my palms are ok.

then we waited for the bus back to yishun for a real long time. couldn't run after the bus, the bus driver didn't stop though we flagged for it. and full house bus.

this reminds me of the other time when i injured my toe nail. knocked it two times straight. darn pain!

so i was being random and told the rest, "If i got boyfriend, i sure call him and ask him to pick me up."

then yulin said, "if no car lehs? bicycle?"

me: "no. i'll make sure he cabs down to pick me up."

hahaha. am i like demanding? haha. maybe that's why still no bf.

i have people telling me my expectation of my bf is v. high. will mehs?

ok lor. we cut down to one basic requirement. minimum height of 1.70m. not high le bahs?

if you still tell me my requirements are high, i will give you this face:

good night!

AM in the morning. and complete GEMs.

i simply have no idea why am i shivering when the weather isn't cold.
i pray i won't fall sick cos' i have 2 assignments to do over the weekends.
then i still have many projects lined up.
random. if only my dates were that much. ok no. i think i won't have time to sleep if that's the case.

ok, i shall go sleep now and wake up early tomorrow for my rehearsel! followed by baby N's birthday! ok luh, pictures tomorrow or sunday.

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anyway, was watching these videos on autism today during prmp lecture.
yup, people do pick on the ones who look 'weaker' to them. actually, the bullies are the ones who are really the weakest. cos they pick on you, call you names, backstab you etc only because they have their partners in crime. without those partners, they are just like little hamsters. you can step them to death easily. i have seen many of these kind of people around.

I EXIST. this is what the PR plan was. to tell everyone that they exist. though they are different, THEY STILL EXIST.
if you have ever been picked on, if you have ever felt left out, singled out, ostracized, outcasted, that is the feeling they have or maybe even worse than yours.
they just want the whole world to know that they exist! as minute as they can be, they still exist. you're significant.
but yeah, there are some people out there who love picking on these people who just want to lead a normal life. & i think they are the real weird ones.

why can i talk so much about this topic? because i can.

and yup, my group's VWO for PR is autism as well. =D

now i feel so much better after ranting everything out.
ok, i pray that there won't be anymore people coming to agitate me further. this is annoying.

&&&
i'm still freaked out by the ghost stories said by wj, xiu and cam ytd on the bus. really gave me the goosebumps.
i saw a lizard yesterday when i was showering!!! $#!%&*
and i saw it dead just now!!! *^$!#$

ok, back to tvsm. then start on advertising. then photography. then law. then i think no more projects. but will be reading on finance. and other topics.

see, i planned to train my catwalk at 6pm. but what's the time now? 5.54pm. you think 6 min can complete my tvsm?

yin qing @ 5.54pm

i thought i would be in a better mood this week. but no. worse.
cos' my laptop is crashing. my IE and google chrome are not working. and google chrome is learning from me. my sarcasm. it said, "woah google crashed. restart now?" and it crashed over and over. WTH! so i'm in an excellent mood now.

i thought of switching to tumblr. cos i thought they provide those pictures and quotes. then xiu said no. so i'm staying here.

hopefully my mood will be better tomorrow.
cheer me up!
& i woke up at 6plus (morning) for yesterday and today. for the rest of the week, it's also 6am! sighs!

yin qing mood is really bad. this is real.

i feel like blinging my phone. i read 8 days and saw this HK celeb. her's is iphone and cos' almost whole of TVB artistes use iphone, she bling-ed the back of the phone to her name - angela. if it's me, i won't dare to pick up the phone even if she left it lying around.

feeling moody. i think happy is not being my friend.

lots of things that i want to say but I just can't. or maybe, i don't dare to say.

things will never go the way you want them to be.

i better get back to tvsm. then complete advertising and law which have the due date one week after another.

& study finance during CNY.

& i have no idea why i'm meeting rude people these days.

nevermind, i shall be nice to them as well.

bye!

she noticed that it has been a long time since she teared. then the tears came.

sometimes even when people tell her it isn't her fault, she still takes it upon herself and blame herself for it.

maybe it's really time for her to find back her confidence. something which she has lost for a very long time.

mood: sad/happy/sad/happy.

tvsm this morning. i was going "huh" all the way in my head.

but nevermind, block diagram's out! supposed to be presenting today but got postponed to next friday.

postponing things also means more procrastination. :D

am left with production schedule, scanning of all diagrams and doing powerpoint. & i hope i survive presentation.

super restless during prmp. cos i was dying to go to steffi's auditions. haha.

so yeah, catwalk! let's train.

i thought my last 4 weekends of january will be spent reading finance & sleeping in.

instead, catwalk rehearsel. so early waking! nvm, cos' i think this is the only time i can be a catwalk model.

& for this period of time, i shall be in canvas, slippers and sandals. except when training my catwalk.

cos, my wedges broke today!

yay! a reason to buy new shoes. haha.

i think i want buy heels. no more wedges. i shall settle for 3inch i think. my highest pair is still 4". i don't dare take 5" for fear of falling.

now i'm really afraid of spraining my ankle again.

& my left ankle still hurts.

so weekends = projects. =(

nice life that i have.

xiu mentioned this that day & i think it's true.

our tolerance level has increased (greatly). i don't get that pissed off nowadays. good training i must say. ask me if you want know.

then i realised my emo level has gone up recently.

and my happiness level can only last for a very short while.

yin qing @ 10.32pm

"当季节改变时，人也跟着变。"

didn't attend lessons today. laziness overtook me. haha.

i was actually thinking, "attend or don't?" last night. then i decided to attend. when i saw wj's sms this morning, i decided to go back to sleep.

anyway, i had my mum disturbing me when i tried to fall asleep last night.

she wanted to scold my sis luh. at 1am. cos my sis didn't want to sleep yet. & it's my elder sis.

i was almost entering slumber land when she came in and scolded her. i woke up with a jump.

then nvm. wanted to go back to sleep again. & she came in again! =.='''

i was still thinking, "5am le huh? why she no need sleep one?"

so i was actually in a good mood. cos' i had the whole day free till i switched on my laptop and realised emp got lotsa things.

and i started writing in scheduler to keep track of assignments due. then i realised, "SHIT LUH! SO MANY FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS!"

so i'm in a sad mood now.

oh. & i did my floor plan just now. took me one hour thinking where to place the cameras, erasing and drawing rectangles plus arrows.

i better go sleep now before my mum comes in and scream at me instead.

nights!

& it's like everyone's leaving you at one go.

with love @ 11.22pm

i thought of applying nail polish. but after applying the base coat, i was too lazy to do anything else.

haha. that's the effect of not having nail polish for 3 weeks. not motivated to start applying. maybe tomorrow.

yay! cam-whored photo with only a little double chin. not obvious luh. i don't say you can't tell right?

picture not edited.

and camellia told me this today.

“ mimi. 你好像瘦了。”

yay! that's good news. but i still feel the same. haha.

my ankle still hurts. now it's really time to stop myself from eating ice and drinking cold drinks.

i saw. i paused. i stared. i blocked out the whole world just to wonder

"is that you?"

& the answer is, no.

when you want to run away from it, there's no way you can.

it's not time that heals everything.

it's time that allows you to hide everything you don't want others to know.

with love @ 11.48pm

hello!

i just wanted to type some things. haha.

was digging my computer for some old photos for my GEMs assignment. then i realised that i selected lots of baby N. photos. cos she darn cute!

i somehow get the feeling that the assignment is about Baby N. instead. haha.

anyway, i found this photo real funny.

of course, sherry's not the funny one.

look at baby N's mouth!

idk what made her do that pose. but really LOL!

somehow i feel like flying to korea and wear their costume just for a photograph. ok, ignore me.

& i finally got back my LG phone. after my sister literally fought with me over it for weeks. she decided to return it to me after getting an identical Nokia 5800 - the current phone of mine.

i miss my ice cream phone~

at times i will wonder why can't i be the person i want myself to be despite the fact that we're not identical.

then when something bad happens to us, i will think, "why must it be me and not happening on other people?"

at some point in time, we'll all be discouraged over a certain matter. then we'll pick ourselves up again and move on. but soon, we'll find ourselves being discouraged. i wonder why.

越是在乎的人越是猜不透。

with love @ 11.51pm

hello!

according to yin qing/me, this is the best shot taken today.

hahaha. photo meant for my GEMS module.

make me happy. say this photo is nice. haha.

description? rushing off for more shopping!

thanks to kenneth for accompanying today! & yeah, the loan of your darling. haha.

ok. gotta start on tvsm. which is tomorrow. after i bomb mr loh. and after we complete AM! this soyalite. getting nowhere. we still have the advertisement to come up with!!!

when the project was given we were all saying, 12th January still so far away. next year lehs!

and now, it's 2 days away. oh my.

it's 11.23pm now. but i still feel darn energetic despite waking up early today.

with love @ 11.24pm

it's the weekends!

i checked blackboard only to realise that I have 1 photography assignment which is due next wednesday. Where do i find time for photography?! & it's 8 photographs to be submitted.

now i regret not helping out for today's shoot cos' i wanted my sleep darn badly.

Next, I have my TVSM due next friday. and guess what? I'm just at powerpoint slide 2 which only states the Title and Concept for the ceremony. oh god. it's ceremony, not event. I must rethink.

i still need photos, production schedule + exact timings, block diagram (how to draw?!) , floor plan with many many things to include.

3rd, i have to think of emp. different theme & floor plan for my mass event.

what a nice weekend.

on top of that, i might be shooting tomorrow. this is ok. cos' $$.

oh yes, this reminds me.

my events group is looking for Year 2010 / 2011 GCE 'O' Level students.

if you're interested in finding out more about our course, Diploma in Media and Communications, do join us on 6th February 2010, 1.30pm at Singapore Polytechnic!

Firstly, you have to contact me. hahahhaa.

It doesn't matter if you think you can't get into our course. Miracles happen.

If you like the Media industry job, such as journalism, Radio Broadcasters, News Casters, Public Relations, Advertising and would like to find out what we exactly are learning in class, this event is definitely for you!

It's a one day event. You won't be sitting there to listen to us yak away. It's a day filled with Games, fun and freebies! yeah, you get free things! & free food!

no registration fee. You just need to bring you and your friends along to enjoy the fun-filled day!

Date: 6 February 2010

Time: 1.30pm - 4.30pm*

Venue: Singapore Polytechnic.

Registration: FOC. Find me on msn, ashley.-qing@live.com ! or email me : yinqing1@yahoo.com.sg

people, if you have cousins or siblings who are taking Os this/next year, can you pass this message to them?

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

with love @ 5.02pm

HELLOOOOOOO.

i just saw this page named " Why is Monday so far away from Friday, and Friday so bloody close to Monday "on facebook. made me want to LOL out really loud.

anyway. lesson this morning was best! 2 hours. then went home.

read my emp for awhile & made my way back to school for the exam. & i think i didn't do that well.

anyway, this is my elephant foot. haha.

it's definitely better than what happened 3 years ago on my right foot.

and, the above picture IS my leg. not fake. IS REAL.

how does it even look fake? hmmm.

but after the sinseh rubbed it, i think it's even more painful. :(

anyway, i trimmed my own fringe today! cos poking eyes for a long time. since so many said i look better with bangs, i shall stick with it. of course, i still like uncle Jo trimming my fringe instead. he's the best!

& so, i gave my hair a new colour just now. turned out a little golden. but this isn't the main point.

main point is, my hair too thick and the hair dye was very little, which simply means not enough. so my hair looks like patches now (i think). shall see the reaction of people tomorrow.

one thing for sure.

i'm gonna buy the foam hair dye tomorrow and dye on saturday.

how do i do it without my mum knowing?

oh yes.

do i have the dimwit face huh?

cos this model agency approached me last month along bugis. i was wearing off shoulder, jeans and slippers. then i pretended i don't understand chinese.

yesterday, along orchard, i was in tee, shorts, slippers. super auntie style. this lady tapped me on the shoulder and asked me the same question. the minute i turned and i saw her, i gave her the 'you again?!' look. could guess what she wanted before she asked her question.

so i came up with the conclusion that either 1) I have 'con me' written on my face OR 2) read number 1.

ok. update. like always.

helped candleghost with a shoot on 2 Jan 2010. eileen was along with me. our job? to see how the shoots are conducted.

then, i shan't elaborate on what happened after that.

called down for a shoot the next day, 3rd Jan 2010. also organised by candleghost.

was with about 20-30+ photographers. yeah, that's the number.

i wasn't nervous (ok, maybe just before the shoot itself).

the day when candleghost told me, i was like "orh" to myself cos i was really very tired. haha.

was my first time doing photoshoots (apart from updating portfolio).

not very sure if i really did well. must see the photos from the photographers then will know.

all i know was, i had to smile throughout the 4 hours.

when i got home, i was still smiling when i saw the mirror.

had 3 pretty models as partners. but i only managed to snap a shot with yuki and bernice.

with pretty yuki:

with pretty bernice:
if you say, i look fierce, come, let's compare kelly and me!

haha.

the 2 instaxs which 2 photographers gave me.

too many photographers there. i can't remember their names. didn't ask them also. TOO MANY LE LUH!

anw, this is how i look like before botox.

after botox.

better without botox hor? hahaha.

my ankle hurts.

no idea why too. shall visit the sinseh if it still hurts on wed.

now that i said it, i doubt it will hurt on wed.

i think i will dye my hair this weekend.

yeah, when i'm supposed to do tvsm.

dark brown's the colour (i think). not sure what the outcome will be.

cos kim robinson said, "Blonde's out. Brown's in."

you weren't born perfect and so wasn't I.

To me, everyday is a day for improvement.

I believe that one day I'll be able to do how I expect myself to.

with love @ 11.46pm

i'm so darn lazy.

lazy to study to be exact. and, school starts tomorrow. sighs.

am lazy to start thinking what to wear from monday-friday. i'll go, "tmr wear what nehs?" to everyone i see.

on a random note, i think guys with tattoos are nice eh.

ok luh, tattoos with meanings behind them. ai ya, you know what i mean luh! not those old uncle type tattoo.

it's such a sad case that i can't get a tattoo.

a la la la. bangkok~

HOLIDAY TRIP, anyone?

there's only one purpose in writing today's post.

BANGKOK TRIP IN 1ST WEEK APRIL 2010.

ANYONE? :D

BANGKOK TRIP IN 1ST

WEEK APRIL 2010.

ANYONE? :D

BANGKOK TRIP IN 1ST WEEK APRIL 2010.

ANYONE? :D

msn me, sms me or whatever you can to contact me. :))

of course, in the end, will depend on who's going and the price of tickets.

nothing else to blog.

cos i don't want to be talking to myself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

i'm happy. haha. cos i just saw huai qiu on tv. just right switch channel and it's D A mouth performing. I still prefer them with their normal hair. and aisa doesn't look Jap with her straight hair.

watched a very very short segment of Rain's Fashion Concert. ok, Rain looks better with fringe. his look in Ninja Assassin was cmi.

i think my plan for going vege in January will never make it.

mummy said, "WHERE CAN?! MUST EAT MEAT!" & the added, "DON'T EAT SUPPER."

then i thought maybe i can carry out my plan from monday-friday. then i remembered. fc 4 very difficult to get vegetarian. SIGHS.

this is great. i'm spending both my new year's eve and new year studying for my exam. good right?

i feel like getting coloured lenses. but i've astigmatism. then mummy said, "stop facing the laptop for such a long time. later you become long-sighted instead."

omg. i don't want. so, good night people!

with love @ 12.54am